. Undefined Feelings .

when im in a world of human,
people see me as a weird girl,
as the one who make people laugh at,
as the one who make people put their anger at.


i have no idea how myself was supposed to be,
what i know is only life is sad,
life is beautiful,
life is what it is suppoesed to be.


but now? how?
how am i going to live?
with people who kill u silently,
with people who make u smile only on face,
and not in heart.
how? you tell me. can you?


like how the rainblow is colourful,
like how sun shines to the earth,
like how a girl smiles,
give me  that smile so that i can paint the world.


people, dont you know that you are killing each other?
dont you know that you are what your minds are?
dont you know that your face speaks your mind?
life will put you in hell, or heaven,
we both know.
decide yourself.



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. the love is there.

u dont know how much u meant to me,
u dont know how much this heart is bleeding,
u dont know how much the heart is melting,
u dont know how much love is growing.


but hey,
the love is not that strong anymore,
how i wish it just break,
but i know i cant live without it,
because my heart is in you.


you, yes, you,
there is not any other man, 
but it is you.
yes, the only you.


dear you,
do you know how the stream flows?
because the stream flows like how the tears drop onto my cheeks,
as how the heart is bleeding inside there.


it is okay,
take a deep breath,
let's see if we can change the world,
because i know there is nothing impossible.
but for the love to lose also is not possible.


dear you, 
i remember you still.,
and i care about you still,
because i know the love is there still.


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