Rhythm of Life. ♥

Thanks for The Memories

2012-02-09T15:30:00.000-08:00

8^th of Feb – 12.10 am

Salam people.

Just want to share about my currentreading of “Thanks for the Memories” by Cecelia Ahern. The author’s name isunique, right? Hehe. Here you go, let me tell you some gist of this lovelybooks. Well, it is basically a storyabout a father, about a collapsed marriage of the main character (Joyce) in the story. Yes, it does bring me tears. Soyeah, the tears spilled about a few minutes.heh. Surely this book can help youto remember your parents, your friends, etc. as for my own experience, it doesmake me remember my late mother, my father at home, etc. T_T
Dear holidays, please come to me. *criesin pillows

Anyhoooooo,
wake up Sarah! (oh yeah, this story also consist a character that called Sarahtoo!hehe)
So yeah, Sarah is a female doctor that Justin has fallen in love with. Well, Ihaven’t finished reading yet. But, as far as I can see, the plot of the storyis interesting and can make you never let go of the book!
Yes, as the story goes on and on, it will make you want to know more and hungryfor more to munch! J

Why it’s interesting?
Yes, I shall say that the story is unusual too, because the story starts withthe man (Justin) who donates blood. And if I’m not mistaken, his blood wasdonated and given/taken by Joyce. Since Justin is someone who learns a lotabout art and architecture, so, a lot of impressive and shocking things happento Joyce. (they interconnected to oneanother)
For example, she can talk and give ideas about the names of some old buildingduring her vacation with her dad in Chicago, etc. It is something odd, becauseshe herself has no idea how she can say those names and knowledge. Hence, yeah,let me finish the book first, and I will tell more if I’d be free in thefuture. Hehe (please know about my packed schedule ok) J

9^th of Feb -6.49 pm

Hey, I still cannot let go of the book. It just glued me toit, to keep reading it. Only when it comes to prayer times, I will stop and continue reading. Hehe (lyingif I were to say that I don’t eat)
Well, yes, I am still reading the book. Iintend to finish it by tonight. Gotta read all fiction books before academicbooks whisper to me to read them. Eh? :D

#The first day of class

I went to some classes, and I found myself always gotta sit at the back, whichI dislike. Gonna grab front seats for the next classes. Right? Surely, I am notcontent to just sit and cannot speak my mind, my thought. But, I did just now.Even though I was at the back, I did raise up my hand and answered questionsasked by Sir Ismail in his class. (No intention of showing off. This is just mypersonal diary/story/whatever you wanna call it. Ok?)

Actually, I have to attend some meetings on behalfof my bureau in Steadfast. TONIGHT. Unfortunately, I am still cannot walkproperly and still in a state of hey-tunggulah-aku-jalan-slow-macam-kura2 kindof walking.haha. So yes, Damia did ask me if I was okay or not. I just said, “Imokay laaa. ” :D

Yes, I found this phrase, “smile even when you’re in sadness”. Something likethat. So yeah, remember that it is just a small test, so that we can alwaysremember all bounties that Allah had given. Including walking as one of His nikmah.
:’) And don’t grieve over something. You can, but not too much okay :)

P.s: I love you <3 - will be the next book to book.

So called FINALS !

2011-12-21T11:34:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum! *high pitch and excited*

How are you all? I know people in Malaysia are sleeping now, since my watch shows 3 am. Hehe. I know people have been so busy these days, hence they sleep early! and because they're hungry, so they sleep early. *wow, merepek-repek pagi pagi buta* ;p

One thing to announce, forgive me for a long silence! I have been so hectic now, with activities outside of class (being a Steadfast-ian is never easy :)
One thing for sure, to be one of the main board in Steadfast organization requires me to spend more time on any programs held by Steadfast. Of course. Even though it might disturb my schedule, but, for sure, let's remind ourselves about what we do in this world, everything can be IBADAH. Right? So, 'do charity' to my club members also might be rewarded kan? :D

As same as other fellow IIUM friends, me , will be facing FINAL EXAMS! *batting eyelashes*
I wish all of you the best of luck ok? :) This can be our success or our failure (nauzubillah). So, in order to make sure that this finals can be our success, let's struggle! And hold to the faith that our effort should be together with prayers and tawakkal to Allah. :) InsyaAllah~
Regarding our carry marks from quizzes, midterms, etc, let's top-up the mark with a high mark in finals k :)
(I'm in full spirit now) XD

So yeah, let's make early preparations and wish us the best of luck.
I'm dedicating this to all fellow classmates and friends generally :)

BECAUSE?

:'')

To end, good night. Assalamualaikum :)

All is well. :)

2011-11-27T00:58:00.001-08:00

Salam to all of you.. :)

Dear people who have been worried about me, dont worry, I'm still fine, still fine with all trials :)
Smile when you sad. You'll get better okay :)

The worries start when I cant control my stress, with so many work to do. Nothing much to say. Here is how I feel...
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-To think back all the childhood that we had. (my roomates love to sing kids songs) =.='

so true T_T

when i miss home.....

:(

Why we need to waste every RM 1.50?

2011-11-26T01:37:00.001-08:00

Why we need to waste every RM 1.50?
Why you think it is such a waste, when it comes to 'top-up' your knowledge?
Why we talking about RM 1.50 with knowledge?
The answer is, BUYING A NEWSPAPER! :)

Why I'm talking about one ringgit and fifty? Online newspaper is also available. (we are in a technology time by the way) Why? Because for me, it is not fun-nable (haha. my own language.dont mind). I would prefer 'the manual one' :D I know the online newspaper is free of charge, but for me, it is not satisfying!

If it's possible, then use the money every day, so that you will not be left behind with updates on each single day. Why I talk about this and encourage you to buy newspapers? So that you know when your lecturer is talking about current issues in class. You are such a shameful geek when you dont know what they're talking about. haha (my experience)

And, another advantage is that, when you read newspaper, you will look like someone who is so smart, like someone who will be in parliament. hehe. one day. insyaAllah. It's a du'a anyways! :)

Third of all, with the assistance of newspapers to top-up your knowledge, you can help your friends who will be asking you about some current issues that they will be like 'someone-who-geleng-geleng-dan-geleng-geleng' and raised one eyebrow (sambil buat muka macam faham walaupun tak faham.haha) in class. especially when they know nothing about that. Trust me that they will ask someone who knows better and solve their confusion. who else, IT'S YOU! ^^ *my experience too* ;p

Fourthly, you can be a skillful linguist, especially when you read a newspaper that you familiar with. It's either Malay, English, Arabic, Mandarin, etc. Yes, there is no boundaries when you want to learn new language (or some other languages that you intend to be a good speaker at) . Newspapers can help you with that. It's fun right? It can help you both in writing and speaking of course! :D

In addition of being a linguist, by buying newspaper, you can also advertise your stuff. For example, The Torch (an official newspaper in IIUM), of course it is the nearest medium to adv our stuff. :D *promoting the Torch* And yeah, you can also recycle the papers and get a loooot of money! *insert the sound of coins*

I do envy the writers -.-' Kudos to all of you. :)

As a conclusion, newspapers can give us a lot of advantages, instead of disadvantages. buy newspapers so that you wont be left behind. Im just been sharing here. Have a happy Friday!
Salam :)

P.s: All pictures are courtesy from Google. Thank you Mr Google. :D

Everyone is given 24 hours per day.

2011-11-23T17:08:00.001-08:00

This is to open your eyes. And to make us be more grateful from day to day. And to be more relax. some of us might do, and while some might not.

Exams? Is that what everyone should be afraid of? Why dont we start from now, even though it is not around the corner. There is nothing wrong with it.

What? *pretend to listen* No time? Sure, because you're busy and everyone else does not busy. *sarcasm* But, wake up-lah! Everyone is only given 24 hours per day, and it is same with us, with you.

I have one suggestion to overcome all clumsy-thing-to-get-over-and-make-you-start-with-actions.
TO WRITE ON A PAPER. There is no use of just saying it using your tongue and SAVING it in your BRAIN. I did the mistake. I do. I'm no perfect right? Only Allah is All-Perfect. Hence now, start to write ANYTHING that comes to your mind, and do them one by one. insyaAllah, you'll be more organized and little by little, all list that you have will be reduced. Sure they work! try it! :)

thank you Google! You've helped me to reduce all the list of assignments that I have . :)))

-if and if everything would be served on Internet- -.-''

Justice.

2011-10-21T14:17:00.000-07:00

Salam people.

After this 'thing' happened in UIA, I feel like changing my course (English) to Laws.
I just wanna see how people think. I just wanna know how the 'upper class' of people see Malaysia.
I mean, dont they see the world like how it needs to be reviewed? Or, dont they see what SHOULD BE SEEN and what should be SHOWN to all citizens? What I mean is, the truth behind all this.

We wanna live in a fair society. There is nothing wrong of voicing out opinion. There is nothing wrong of saying something true for the sake of the ummah. I know, some students or some people just dont know what happens around them. Probably, they just back home, back to their room, watching movies and just listen to some songs. But hey, wake up ! For those in tertiary education, we should get to know what happens in the society. At least, we can be a responsible citizen. I dont mean to blame everyone, but just to make us ponder over small things that we sometimes, dont see it as a big deal.

TRUTH- like everyone should see. We are blinded. If Allah did make the people during Jahiliyyah blind to see the truth, yes, we also should know that we are blind too. The way 'the society' "spoon-feeding" us is just a matter of 'eating without seeing what has been fed to you". Seriously, bangkitlah mahasiswa!

P.s: Im not being direct here. What I mean is, WE WANT FAIRNESS. That's all. :) Peace!

Thank you for reading!

Love, S.

Touch your heart and say "ALL IS WELL". :)

2011-10-20T11:12:00.000-07:00

Salam people.
Hoping that all of you in good health and in the life of Islam. Alhamdulillah. :)

The last post was on the last week right?
So, just want to share here about my schedule for this semester. I mean, my mid terms dates.
(dates here is not referring to the fruit that we eat mostly during Ramadan.hahaha)

Well, even though ALLLLL OOOOFFF MYYY DATTESS will be stated here for thousand times, I know nothing can change. Im not saying that I dont have to put effort to get success. You get what I mean?
So far, I have participated in all classes (have tried my best). Even though I may get nerve-wrecking all the time when I need to speak to the class or LOUDLY to the lecturer in order to ask question, i do, feel, nervous.
People may see me as being like confident (lah sangaaat),.. But the truth is, Im not. T_T
Well, my lecturer once said. She said that talking in front of people is the most fearful thing to do, compared to heights, snakes (my fear), insects, etc. *(as they have conducted a research). Thus, you know, if you feel like having a presentation, just say to yourself, "ALL IS WELL" for three times. :DD thank you, Mr Handsome Amir Khan! :D

Oh yeah, the dates for my mid terms are all on Q. I just cant imagine how stressful I would be during the dates. Its just around the corners, anyways. The gap of the dates is just like one day, or not gaps at all. T_T
the most lovely one, is because, my Prophetic lecturer doesnt want to give permission to sit for my Arabic midterm. She said, thats her time. you cant take here time to sit for other exams. -.-''
Okay, I dont know. Probably I just go to the class, and out on the time of the exam. *confused still*
Arabic paper is the first, and the last one is on the 2nd November. And then, after the Mid break, I'll be presenting for Sociolinguistic's class. (another one mark for my calendar) T_T
But just wish me luck, peeps!

I just can pray that Allah will help me. I know there should be some stressful times. So, to all friends ,
think of the bounties that we have. Allah is there.

Allahu a'alam. :)

It should be beneficial for everyone :))

2011-10-13T15:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum dear readers. :))

I havent updated this blog since a few weeeeeeeks ago right? Have been busy for certain reasons. Im sorry.
But anyways, lets talk about something that would be beneficial for us. Or maybe I will include my activities too. Unfortunately, there was no photos about what I did on the last few weeks, in those hectic weeks. And again, Im sorry. If you were taking History, any sayings that has no evidence wont be accepted, right? But, it's okay, this is just a his-story of myself! hehe

Well, I should say that Allah loves me so much. Why? Because Allah knows whats best for me. I know that Allah has planned every single thing for me. So, in order to be calm and sincere in accepting faith, I think its better for me (or us) to have faith in Him at the first place. What say you? Okay, lets look to what I had had back. Well, I have studied like crazy for a quiz that has 10 marks. but then, when it comes to the day of the quiz, I was excited because I thought that I can get all correct. (Well, I know I had too high expectation, right?) But yeah, that is just my target. But not what Allah has planned for me, even though I thought that I can get all correct. In order to make the story brief, I did not get all correct. The questions comprise of 20 questions, but I did not get all correct. So, what is the consequence if I only use brain without have faith in Qada and Qadar? I was (repeat, I WAS) soooooo depressed! T_T Well, everyone should know this is my new semester that I aimed for better CGPA. I dont want to get low pointer like from the previous semesters. T_T

..............And Sarah's story is continued.... :))

And yeah, I was sad. I was unhappy with my result. At that time, I forgot to be thankful to Allah. What if I got below 5, what if I got the worse result than the current one. What if, I got all wrong?! And, that is when I realize that Allah knows best for me. Maybe, if Allah were to give me all correct, I wont put so much effort for the future mid-term, other quizzes, and finals! right? Okay, that is also from Allah, that make me realize how to have STRONG FAITH in Him. To have faith that we should be grateful for every single thing in life. Thus, Alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal, ya Allah.... :')

......Another stories should be continued, after my own story. hehe :D

This was just another story to be told to everyone, or all my friends out there.

Last week, I have joined Steadfast to open a booth, in the area of riverside. But then, since the location is not too suitable, and people did not pass along that way, we decided to move to the side where people were pass along, from CAC to the center of UIAM. So, there were we, selling and shouting to promote our booth, under the bright shining of sunshine! haha. For your information, the booth was for charity fund, because our club of Steadfast will donate the money for the poor people in the area of KL and Selangor. What makes it interesting and grabbed my attention was,.. There was one sister (a foreign student) that came to our booth. She said that she did not want to buy anything, but she want to donate. See? You see what she did? I was touched, like seriously. :') Well, thank you sister. I have a lot to tell, but, forgive me, my books are waiting for me. T_T

Okay, maybe the stories are enough for today. I will try to recall on what happened to me a few weeks ago. ;p In terms of academic, I think I love with what I've learned so far. A bit and a bit, i think my love for English is getting deeper and stronger. :') I love you BENL <3 Well, I know some people being stereotype to our course. ~~screw youuu!~~ But then, I think I will never able to satisfy everyone. Right? People,.. they are so complicated to handle. ~~Including me?haha~~ And, for the moment, I have one class that requires me to do presentation in every single of class. I'd take it positively, because I know that they are actually to build my self confidence. Even though, I always get depressed and sad when I dont present to the class after I have prepared everything! T__________________________T thats my fault, I know.

So far, I have tried to be participated in every single class, so that the lecturers will know that there is a student named SARAH SAADI. haha. XD
Well yeah, I am taking seven slots / subjects in this semester. 18.5 c.hours, if Im not mistaken. So, for now, Im happy that I dont depend on facebook anymore. (because Facebook just make me addicted, and I'll ignore my books. So sorry dear bookies. LOL) I just hope that my target for this semester to get a higher and better CGPA will be realized. Amiin. InsyaAllah..

Can I list down the subjects that Im taking? :)
- Prophetic History
- Grammar Analysis
- Introduction to Socioloy
- Introduction to History
-Introduction to Sociolinguistic
- Novel and Short Stories
- Quranic Language!

So, there are all subjects. The first subject is the one that I should be presenting in every single class. The lecturer wont speak anything, because she just wait for her students to speak. Thank you madam :)
There are some that would be killing me in terms of mental and physical. haha.
But anyways, if there is a will, there is a way! :)

Allahu a'alam. Wassalam. ^^

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Hectic schedule :|

2011-09-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

seriously Im busy and have no ~~mood~~ time to update my blog.
too hectic schedule with driving class, meetings, classes and lectures. :|

okay, thanks for my new followers! wish me luck to get my driving license!
i know its easy, but some people have failed. im scared. :/

so now, take care, pretty and handsome people!
Live well okay? :))

Be strong like Badang! hehe

Ujian Tuhan. hanya Tuhan yang tahu :)

2011-09-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

life is up and down. but Allah knows best what has been prepared for our future :)))

Abah, be strong. I cried when kak long told me about it. yes, its a family matter. i know its so hard for you, as a head of the family. but i know Allah knows better the 'hikmah' right?

pray a lot, Abah! I LOVE YOU LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!! :)))

the true muslimah :)

thanks for reading!

Our dreams :)

2011-09-16T10:06:00.000-07:00

:) bismillah :)

i love the smell of books. so, please find one for me :)

yes, i'll learn and cook us. i'll try for curry me too okay :')

yeah, okay, our pet :))) hahahaha

cuteeeeee!!! *cubit pipi sendiri. HAHAHA*

oh yes, Alhamdulillah :')
"allahummaf tahli abwaba rohmatik" :)

our living room . kot :)

ignore tempat unggun api. we gonna live in Malaysia, not 'there' .haha

and, we need a room, so called 'small library' or whatever. hihi

kalau design rak macam ni, tak tahu la berapa ribu. hehe

last but not least....

put a tv in front of it. :)

p.s: we havent get in contact for quite long. thus, i beg for your forgiveness and I hope we can reduce our 'connection', and see you on the Day, which will be our history. I do hope for that. i know some people dislike 'us'. yes, US, both of us. but yeah, we can never satisfy everyone , right? you know I love to see man who go to mosque, so please be one. even though our relationship is quite long, which was already two years, we never know how long it can go. only you and me know what we had gone through. they dont know that our fate is up and down as how the circle should be. so, the best is, pray for Him and lets make prayers. lets keep each other in our heart, even though we dont see each other., not even on phone, internet, etc., take care. :)

hmmm. sejuuk perut ibu mengandung. akekekeke~

notakaki: silent readers, ter-cheesy ke? sorry-laaah.. ^^

Let them talking

2011-09-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

i feel like putting a necklace to someone.

IF AND ONLY IF.

DENG.

Melankolik sungguh.

2011-09-10T02:15:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum! (siapa jawab, dapat pahala) :D

Emmm actually tengah sedih. tak suka langsung nak balik UIA. ok fine laa. hari tau aku memang nak sangat balik UIA, and i tell almost everyone that i dont like to have a loooong vacation! *muka menyesal tak sudah* tapi sekarang, even aku menangis air mata darah sekalipun, dah tak boleh nak amik balik masa cuti yang dah lepas tu kan? weeeeeyyyy sedihh woooo . TAK NAK BALIK UIAAAA! :'(

Sekarang, dah mula rasa rindu nak marah-marah adik, rindu nak lipat kain banyak-banyak depan tv (aku sukaaa sangat lipat kain yang baru lepas amik di ampaian.hehe), rindu nak jadi singa yang paling garang dekat semua adik-adik, rindu nak gaduh dengan adik perempuan aku (kami macam anjing dan kucing), rindu nak tengok muka abah dan ma, rindu nak jadi kakak yang suka tengking dan buat muka emo. hahahaha. aku tahu aku 'plastik' baik dengan orang lain. hahaha. (baik ke?) baik angguk! xP

aku terasa nak tulis kat blog ni, sebab tak nak korang menyampah status aku kat fb, kot2 laa penuh kat home kan? hehe . or maybe penuh dengan smiley sedih :(

emmm sebenarnye dah takde mood sangat nak cakap. as usual, kalau takde mood, kena diam.
bas malam ni, akan naik dengan Su, Kashrah, Ilah.. 9pm. so, see u UIA! :) *senyuman plastik kat gate UIA*

come closer to me, Home., come closer. I wont let you go. :'(

P.s: dah macam orang meroyan daah.haha

Allah knows everything, while you know not :)

2011-09-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum! (tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab, sayang). hehehe

Okaylah, just nak update sikit pasal kerja aku sepanjang cuti ni. Memang tak tahu la ape yang buat sampai berat naik berkilo-kilo nih. One thing that I realized, is that, berat kalau kat U 'tang' tu, and yang dekat rumah tuuu jugak. adeeeh. magik ke? magik lah jugak. aku tak pakai bomoh ke ape, ok.. xP

And then yang aku puas hati pasal duk rumah ni, sebabnya, aku tak lepaskan waktu to spend with family, especially, ma, abah dan adik-adik. especially, adik lelaki ku, Syakir @Syakirin. :)
Tadi pun baru je balik dari Rantau Panjang, malam ni pulak pergi Pasar Borong Wakaf Che Yeh. actually, benda-benda kat sini takde la nak jual semua borong. Yang barang dekat Rantau Panjang pulak, even takde cukai, mahal jugak.wuwuwuuu~ (adakah kerana aku yang pokai, maka, aku rasa, semua barang mahal, dan duit ade dalam kocek, tak cukup . adakah begitu, wahai kawan-kawan?) T_T

sebelah kiri: Puteri Qistina Melisha *look retarded much*

beliau yang suka menjerit dan bergaduh dengan aku (sebelah kiri) xD

oh ya, semalam pulak, aku rasa macam dah puas hati la, sebab 'berjaya' tolong papah nenek aku kat rumah dia, jauh kot rumah kitorang. so, aku siap-siap pagi tu nak pergi bawak nenek ke klinik. Mata Nenek dah kurang nampak, so, kena la aku jalan slooooow sangat. lebih kurang satu langkah hampir sepuluh minit, hehehe. sorry nenek sayang! tapi tak ape, kak ngah dah cuba bawak nenek sampai jumpe doktor. :))
Lepas ni kan dah tak ada kat rumah, so dah tak boleh nak balik Gombak ke Kelantan semata-mata sebab nak jenguk nenek je., kan? T_T sedihh...

okaylah, dah kena gerak nak gi pasar borong nii. hehe. SELAMAT HARI RAYA sekali lagi! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN YE! (berpeluang ucap selagi di bulan Syawal kan? heee)

P.s: aku tak nak balik uia! walaupun sebenarnya, tujuan nak pergi wakaf che yeh sbb kena beli beg tambahan. suka sangat beli barang byk kat rumah. padan muka!

:')

amik kau. tak suka sangat balik UIA kan? haha. semoga selamat sampai ye kawan-kawan :)

Everything is wrong.

2011-09-08T17:04:00.000-07:00

Salam pretty people. For now, i just need to spill out everything in my head and in my mind, so that i wont go crazy screaming like crazy people. Okay? LOL.

Im so sorry for not posting entries for such a long time, (the last post was during Ramadan. heee). So yeah, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN! forgive me for all my wrong-doings, okay?
I'm just a normal human being who always commit mistakes. T_T

By the way, the main aim for posting this is actually to make me feel better, so that 'everything' in my mind will get lose or dissapear from me. PLEASE, NOW. Yeah, NOW. *inhale, exhale* and, smile :)
Or else, i'd just lying in bed, eventhough i was actually cannot sleep at all. hey,,,,, menses suckkk! nak cakap ni je T___T

when i feel like everything is wrong, maybe i should tell myself this.

Lima malam terakhir Ramadan. :(

2011-08-24T17:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum pembuka bicara,
Bulan Ramadan penuh barakah,
Saya jarang post entri, apatah lagi baca,
Sebab internet slow, memang nak marah.

# pantun entah hape-hape. tapi ade aku kisah? hahaha

Ehem-ehem, okaylah. bukan ape ni. saje nak cakap, yang saya jarang post entri kat blog ni, sebab line internet yang slow tu satu, lepas tu, laptop yang dipanggil 'sharing is caring' kan memang ANNOYING? haha. tapi, disebabkan bulan puasa ni, saya cuba lembutkan hati , tak nak marah, buang sifat kedekut dalam diri tu, dan bagi la laptop dan broadband ni dikongsi sama-sama adik-adik. sampai adik empat tahun pun addicted dengan game. sampai laptop saya jadi macam public phone yang kena masuk syiling tu, sampai keyboard pun hancur, sampai rosak 'enter', lepas tu, huruf 'N', lepas tu 'S', and so on, so on. haylaaa. memang sabar. sabar dan sabar. tengah sabar sampai bukak sem ni! alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan. xD
*aceceeeh. peribahasa tiba-tiba kan? hahaha.

Oh by the way, tadi baru balik solat Subuh kat masjid. saya fikir, kalau sorang nak macam ni, memang tak jadi. if kat hostel la. cuba imagine, memang susah kot. maybe lepas sahur, terus tidur, dan bangun solat subuh pun subuh gajah dah.kalau bukan influence dari family :( Betul la orang kata, kawan tu jangan salah pilih. kena kawan yang pergi masjid, kita pun pergi masjid. kan? kata ayah, kalau kawan yang suka berjudi, kita pun at least tolong beli air kat dia untuk berjudi, walaupun kita tak berjudi. :( tu la contoh yang kita boleh samakan. semoga korang faham ye macam mana nak cari kawan yang tarik kita ke syurga, dan bukan humban kita ke neraka. :')
Sekarang ni, selagi kat rumah, memang mak dengan ayah saya ajak pergi masjid untuk solat berjemaah. jadi, nak tak nak, mmg kena berterima kasih dekat mama dan abah. sebab bagi saya tambah pahala. :) lagi satu, bila balik solat subuh, tertarik tengok ayah mengaji al-Quran, saya pun terjoin. Alhamdulillah.. thumma amin, thumma ammiiiinnn :)

- the feeling like Allah comforting you when you read Quran. Alhamdulillah :')

Dan, sedar tak sedar, sekarang dah 25 Ramadan, sedih pulak rasanya :( sebab ramadan dah nak berlalu pergi *terfikir yang terleka ari tu ade fikir pasal baju raya nak cantik-cantik. patutnya, kena fikir nak baju raya sekadar nak amik sunat pakai pagi raya. itu yang betul. hmm

Ramadan dah hampir ke penghujungnya. nanti, kita bakal sambut Syawal pula. semoga ramadan kali ini adalah lebih baik dari sebelumnya, dan syawal kali ini disambut dengan penuh kesyukuran. (juga pesan kepada diri) :)
Masjid pun saf dah makin pendek kan? Jadi, semoga kita tak menyumbang kepada pendeknya saf-saf tersebut. Semoga kita menjadi, antara orang yang cuba memanjangkan saf solat terawih. Kepada muslimat, jangan lupa rapatkan saf. cuba la tarik mak cik-mak cik veteran sekalipun, untuk solat rapat-rapat. panasa sikit jee. cas-cas positif pun banyak dapat cas. insyaAllah :)

all the best. semoga masih mampu mengejar malam lailatul qadar. :) wassalam

the farewell.

2011-08-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

Dear you,
just take care of yourself. tadi dah sampai Hong Kong kan? thanks to Celcom sebab bagi roaming from China to Malaysia. *muka suprised* xD

you're just one of them :)

again, take care! and take care!! really take care of yourslef!

semoga selamat sampai ya :)

P.s: make sure you give Ma the jeruk buah and the puding buah ok? hehe. (bahasa rojak) xD

we'll try to fight till the end. we know what the things are. life wont be as easy as ABC, because strength is needed. take care and good luck in everything!

to MAA ^^

Ramadan Kareem :)

2011-08-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum....

Dah lama tak post kat blog ni kan? *tiup2 habuk kat screen laptop*
Korang macam mana dengan Ramadan? Semoga semua baik hendaknya. Semoga berjaya mengejar malam lailatul qadar. :) seriously, rasa sedih Ramadan dah nak meninggalkan kita. :( Semoga amal yang sikit ni mampu menambahkan timbangan di akhirat kelak :|

hari ni dah masuk fasa ketiga ramadan kan? so, better kalau kita ambil masa yang tinggal beberapa hari ni untuk topup-up amal sikit lagi. ye dak? bukan topup telefon jee, keh keh. by the way, saya cakap ni tuju untuk diri sendiri dulu.

haaaa. ni lagi satu nak share. bulan ramadan ni kan, makin banyak rancangan tv yang berunsur Islamik. Makin banyak yang menyentuh hati kita. Alhamdulillah. (walaupun masih banyak rancangan yang penuh budaya kuning) : )

antaranya! *getting excited*

- Singgah Sahur : buat kita fikir soal makanan kita yang melimpah ruah. Ada sekali tu, terkejut sebab tak sangka Malaysia pun ada homeless people. (Nampak sangat aku ni tak caring pasal Muslim lain) :'(

- Jejak Rasul : yang bulan ramadan kali ni, tak best sangat la. bukan tak best langsung, sikit je. sebab, yang dulu, maybe location dia was more interesting kot. :)

- Ini Kisahku : Ni yang paliiiiiing saya suka! tapi, lepas browse kat YouTube, macam ada Sham Kamikaze, Wardina Safiyyah, dan Catriona Ross je. Yang lain, tak jumpa pulak :( Tak apa, maybe lambat di-upload kot. :) Pernah sekali je ingat tengok kat tv9, tapi yang tu pun tak best sangat la.
Yang Wardina tu memang buat saya nangis teresak-esak kot. wuwuuu~ Semoga mendapat hidayah seperti beliau. kerana hidayah itu milik Allah kan :')

- Drama-drama Melayu pun best, sebab banyak yang memberi pengajaran untuk bulan ramadan ni :)
ada tiga tajuk yang saya layan ; Ramadan Terakhir (terbaik!), Laila Manja, Kasih Alia, etc etc. :)))

sedang berusaha nak habiskan banyak juzuk. kalau boleh, habiskan semua :)

Kat rumah ni kan, banyaaaak sangat makanan sedap-sedap. Tapi, cuba kita fikir, bagaimana dengan saudara kita yang lain? :| And this is what makes me sad.

-think of our lives.-
because i thought its an insect or something. never thought that it's a human hand. :'(

Please remember them in our Sahur and Iftar :(

Diam penyembuh luka.

2011-08-13T00:08:00.000-07:00

Perlu belajar untuk kurangkan bercakap.
Biasanya, bila dah bukak mulut, berapa peratus je yang baik, yang memberi manfaat? siapa mahu 'bet'?

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Di rumah. Tenang.
Tenang melihat dan mendengar gelak tawa si adik kecil, yang banyak berceloteh.
Melihat ibu yang memasak pelbagai juadah sempena berbuka dan bersahur.

Aku? Aku cuba mengawal rasa marah terhadap adik-adik yang nakal. Ingatkan kepada diri, "aku sedang berpuasa''.
Jika marah ketika berdiri, cuba duduk. Jika masih marah, baring. Jika amarah masih berbaki, istighfar.Jika iman masih da'if ketika itu, solat. nescaya hati tenang :)

Persoalan tentang diri, keluarga adik - beradik tiri, yang lama kusut di hati, aku biarkan sahaja mengikut aturan-Nya.
Dia Maha Tahu . Dia Maha Penyayang memberikanmu ujian. :')
Kadang-kadang, tangisan itu berharga jika menyedarkan kita kemudian hari.

Aku meminta pada-Nya. Lalu menyelak surat cinta-Nya. 1001 persoalan terungkap :')

Aku diam seribu bahasa.

Ada masa apabila hanya diam mampu melenyapkan segala.

Juma, model saya :)

P.s: Tuhan melukiskan langit subuh. Gelap. Kadang-kadang, hujan.

Buat baik dibalas baik. Buat jahat jangan sesekali :)

2011-08-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

Ini adalah pemerhatian saya sepanjang menjadi insan bergelarmanusia. Arwah mak pernah berpesan bahawa, jangan kita sesekali berbuat jahatkepada orang. Nescaya, kita akan dibalas dengan kejahatan. Sebaliknya, jikakita berbuat baik sesama manusia, nescaya kita juga akan dibalas baik olehorang. Tuhan Maha Adil kan? JYa, Allah azza wajalla Maha Adil dan penyayang J

Contohnya, dari pemerhatian saya. Mak saya dulu seorang yang jarang sekalibertandang ke rumah jiran semata-mata untuk mengumpat. (because most women do that =.=' ) Mungkin arwah ibu tak pernah,insyaAllah. Kerana saya kenal hati budi beliau Jjadi, sebagai balasan, semasa ‘pemergian’ arwah, orang kampung tak ada pula(insyaAllah) yang sekurang-kurangnya tidak suka dengan sikapnya. Sebaliknya,arwah dipuji dengan macam-macam sifat mahmudah :’) ~~jauhi saya dari riak ya Allah. im just a proud daughter.~~ Saya berbangga sedikitsebanyak selaku anak beliau. insyaAllah ada gen tu turun kat anak dia. Hehe.

Untuk pengetahuan kalian, saya juga amat menghormati golongan ibu bapa yangtidak bergaduh (kalau dah namanya rumah tangga, mestila ada sedikit sebanyakpergolakan). Tapi, saya cuma harap, ibubapa yang terbaca perihal ini, menilai kembali kesilapan sendiri terhadapanak-anak. Again, ya, arwah ibu saya tak pernah menunjukkan masalahnya di depananak-anak. J Ya,ibu bapa juga melakukan kesalahan. Semua orang ada tanggungjawab masing-masing.Ini berikutan pengalaman saya sendiri yang pernah melihat ibu bapa yang bergaduh,bertekak depan anak-anak. Sungguhlah kalian ialah idola mereka dalam kehidupananak-anak. ^^ maka, tunjukkanlah contoh yang baik.
siapa? Rahsia. Tidak perlu kita membuka pekung di dada manusia lain :D

moral: Ibu saya ialah idola saya J

gambar lama. arwah Mama pernah dapat anugerah pekerja cemerlang. and i hope i can be like her. she's a hardworking woman. and the best Mom that i could never replace. I MISS YOU MA.

kembara Ramadan ke – 7: semoga puasahari ini diterima oleh-Nya. Semoga mampu meneruskan rutin harian sebagaihambaNya untuk Ramadan ke-8 pula . InsyaAllah. Wassalam.

-to feast your eyes-

Ma, ni Kak Ngah dengan Syahir. Kadang-kadang, kitorang gaduh.. Sorry Ma. Im not a good sister. But I'll try my best :) Dengan Syahirah, lagi la gaduh Ma. Dia garang dan tak reti cakap baik-baik dengan kakak sendiri.
Yang Kak Ngah dukung tu anak dengan Ma baru. Syakir namanya :)

Ni Mama baru. tapi she's a nice mother too. But as I said earlier, no one can replace you Ma :)
because you are the most AWESOME-EST Mama on the planet.

Rest in peace, Ma. We miss you.
I'm a normal girl who laugh and cry.
Al-fatihah.

When boredom strikes!

2011-08-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi and hello everyone!
Saya tengah bosan. tab FB dah tutup. Sekarang bukak blog. padahal tadi dah tertidur, sebab malas layan adik umur empat tahun main game, hahaha. Lawak oh. Dia main, kalau kalah pun bersorak. =.='

I'm bored btw. =.= Just have no idea on what to do, sebab tadi dah terjaga dari tidur. This is my personal blog. So, I have my right to post here right? hehe. Just if anyone come across to see this on fb or somewhere, just dont give a damn to read, if you dont like. hahaha x emo ok :P

P.s: I want us. ^^
I want you.
And I heart you.

Take care naik motor ke Ipoh. Anda suka made me worried, buat kerja gila-gila =.=
Just have no idea IF we would be together. Mesti Sarah Saadi pot pet pot pet kan? haha kesian ;p

#listening to 'ceramah' that titled "mencari jodoh". hik3! ^^

Ok bye. Wassalam :)

Sepi.

2011-08-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

Bisikku pada bulan

Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, Syurgaku

Tanpa dia

Malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang

Biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi

Sepertiku

P.s: Sepi. Aku kelam. tapi, siapa sangka aku punya Maha Pencipta yang sentiasa mendengar?
kekasihku. syurgaku. :)

One day. InsyaAllah :')

Third Day of Ramadhan :)

2011-08-02T23:53:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hai semua orang. salam kat atas tu sila jawab. Kalau tak jawab, berdosa. Kalau jawab, tanda sayang. :3
Ekekeke~

HAPPY RAMADAN ;)

okay, yang ni saya nak amik dari status kat facebook.

boleh klik di gambar untuk tumbesaran gambar yang baik xD

Macam ni. Just nak luahkan bahawa, lelaki tersebut (yang telah cukup syarat-syarat tu), adalah golongan lelaki yang kita boleh humban ke dalam perigi atau telaga yang berisi air keruh berwarna hitam dan amat busuk baunya. Zzzzzz Annoying betul kau weh! Bukan nak tunjuk emo la, tapi geram. Kalau perempuan yang tak puasa, boleh lagi husnuzzon, tapi bila dah kenal org tu, dan dia dh CUKUP SEMUA SYARAT, hangin jugak la satu badan. Apabila bukan sekali dua buat benda jijik camtu, aku cuma harap kau berubah lah. juga teguran untuk diri sendiri. nauzubillah. Kena sedar la.

Lets make it straight.

Awak tu lelaki, nanti nak pimpin bini dan anak-anak, tapi perangai macam tu, camane nak pegang bahtera keluarga nanti? T_T semua bini dan anak-anak pun tak reti puasa la? (taken from drama melayu tv3 suku- Ramadan Terakhir)

Komen: cerita tu banyak pengajaran. Sila-lah tonton *tiba-tiba. haha*

P.s: today is the third day of Ramadhan. Semoga sempurna puasa hari ni.
Happy fasting everyone! :)

InsyaAllah penuh solat terawih, selagi dibenarkan oleh-Nya ^_^

Ramadhan al-Mubarak :)

2011-07-31T16:26:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum =)

Seperti yang semua tahu, ITS RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK, people! =)

Yes, the sale in this month is over super dupper (hiperbole :P) high!
Like how you want to get high discounts for sales during Hari Raya right? hehe
Well, yes, the same thing goes here. (Or maybe, its more than that) :)
Dan bagi sesiapa yang materialistik tu ( haha), you can imagine like how you can get lots of money during Ramadhan. Tapi make sure hati ikhlas demi-Nya lah. ok?

I'm just hoping to be a better Muslim. The more mature you get, the higher your appreciation towards Rmdn :)

Below is the list of mine =)

- Semoga, tak letih lebih-lebih.
-Boleh buat kerja tanpa cakap " saya letih, sbb saya puasaaa".
*sambil buat muka letih macam setahun tak makan* xD.
- Semoga rajin buat ibadah. Termasuklah banyak ke masjid atau surau :) Yang penting, solat jemaah :)
- Semoga kurang tidur.
- Semoga bersahur lambat dan berbuka awal.
- Semoga dapat solat Terawih dengan penuh sepanjang bulan! I wish ! T_T (Women thingy. lol )
- Semoga tidak mudah marah-marah. Bila sabar, pahala berganda.
- Semoga berjaya khatam satu al-Quran
- Semoga menyambut Hari Raya dengan gembira, tetapi tidak terlalu germbira apabila Ramadan meninggalkan kita T_T

Oh ya, mak saya kata, dia nak jual murtabak for this Ramadan. . Anyone yang dekat Pasir Tumbuh, do come. Kot-kot dapat free ke kan? LOL.

Pagi tadi naik kereta pergi solat jemaah kat masjid besar. BESSSST sangat! Rasa ketenangan hakiki =)

- Handsdown-

To any friends whose reading this post :)

AMINNNN :)

Semoga puasa kita bukan setakat menahan lapar dan dahaga, But more than that :)
Also as a note to self =)

Wassalam.

you just cant please everyone. :)

2011-07-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

It is just one person who will make you feel sad all day long.

"friends should be called as enemies"

And I found this on someone's status:

"kalau nak tegur orang, bukan dengan cara depan-depan. mungkin, orang tu buat silap dengan alasan dia sendiri yang kita tak pernah tahu."

and i hope, the person reads that statement.
Ya, saya terasa. terasa sangat. sampai emo-emo pulak malam ni. =.=
tak berhikmah langsung kau tegur. TERIMA KASIH.

:'(

I'd crap on my daddy. I love you Abah! <3

true, you cant please everyone. thats all.

good night peeps :)

Mek Bbbungo ;)

2011-07-27T20:58:00.000-07:00

Dear dear.. :D

I want balloons during our wedding day

And i found this somewhere and I think some are true for me (or maybe to some people out there)
Ngeeee :D

haha sweet!

met his family ;)

dear you,
everyone said that Im happy, or in malay we call it as "bahagia". haha
that term in malay is better, right? lol

but no. not everything is all in happiness.
we fight, we cry, and we laugh. thats how we overcome all problems.
we fight , and we know we cant live without each other.
And we know, we want each other.

WE KNOW WHAT WE HAD BEEN THROUGH, AND WE KNOW WE'D APPRECIATE EACH OTHER MORE.
thanks for being by my side.

Aku terasa sangat jiwaaaaang! pffffttt! >.<
tolong jangan baca. LOLZZ
okbai.

Hoping for a nice vacation ♥

2011-07-23T22:42:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

Im home with my siblings.

First day balik, terus pergi waterfall dengan adik-adik :) i mean, dengan family tersayang laa :)

BESSSST main air! haha. macam budak-budak, i know =.=

Kitorang pergi Lata Rek. Kat Kelantan , for sure. Tapi crap happens, as always. Camera kesayangan saya buat hal. Bateri dia terus empty, even dah cas beberapa jam. hadoiii =.= Sabor je lahh~

Anyways, saya just berharap yang cuti ni tidak membosankan dan dapat tolong mak ayah buat kerja.

Semoga Sarah ringan tulang. Aminnn~ Semoga rajin pegang penyapu, sapu rumah, kemas rumah.

Semoga tak berebut laptop dengan Syahir dan Syahirah. haha. Semoga tidak mudah naik suara dengan adik-adik yang degil sangat-sangat, kalah Shin Chan. (takde kaitan). haha. Semoga, tidak mudah emo dan dapat bertolak ansur dengan semua orang dekat rumah. Pendek kata ( bukan aku yang kata la), semoga cuti ini bermakna untuk spend dengan family. Wish me to have some quality time with them :) kan kan?

*banyak betul SEMOGA saya. hahaha. itu namanya wishes ye kawan-kawan. xD

Okay, dah penat membebel kat blog ni. Semalam aku nampak adik gaduh dengan makwe dia. Mak aih, lepas putus tu, terus je si pempuan tu ade in a relationship dengan orang lain kat Facebook.. ok, aku hangin jap la. bukan nak salahkan yang pompuan. Tapi sama je dengan adik aku sendiri. Hmmm budak-budak kot. Biasa laa. Haihhh *geleng kepala* Tapi budak-budak ape, kalau dah umur nak masuk 20. =.=

Sendiri mau pikir la dik.

P.s: Mama nak beli handphone baruuuu! yayyy! :D :D :D

Dear awak,
Sorry lah selalu marah-marah, get jealous or annoyed you much. haha.
But when you said "saya baik", yeah, okay, saya tahu saya baik. okbai. ;p
Btw, aku rasa aku ni kena tolerate dengan seseorang yang TOTALLY DIFFERENT with me.

He likes spicy food, while I like sweet food.
He likes classical music while I am more to modern songs.
He likes simple, while I like simple and nice.
He likes to go for hiking, while I dislike sports.
He likes to be in contact with nature, while I like modern cities.
(should be our home's place) :P
He is patient, while I'm not (in certain situations, he always wins). =.=

Gaaahhh! >,<
Tapi apa-apa pun, thats what we called as 'tolerate' kan? :) ♥

;)

Pesanan penaja: Sesiapa yang annoyed dengan post Sarah, sudah boleh muntah sekarang. hahaha.
Kthanksbye!

Carpe Diem

2011-07-20T20:23:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

As you all know, I'm an English student who learn English Literature and Linguistic.
And probably some of you dont know, I just wanna share with you that all of us, (my classmates) had so so much fun! You know, like we have to acting, dancing (not that rap music or something. only what Iwa did for slow motion of dancing in Matsukaze for the last semester) :D

Well yeah, some of my friends dont really like on what Im doing. Well, me myself dont really have a clear picture on how my career would be. But seriously, I think English sells, on how my English lecturer in Nilai said to me on facebook. :)

Actually, the point of posting this, is to show you on how we ever had the bessssst English lecturer. She thought me Drama and Poetry. As usual, she always make people stunned. She expressed on how people should see violence, murder or betrayal in society. You know people, you are not ugly, but the society is.

Yeah, I'm stunned. Yes, this is what the truth is. The truth lies in the ugly society.

CARPE DIEM.

My best friend :)

2011-07-20T03:26:00.000-07:00

Nothing much. I just wanna say thanks for you, who made me laugh instead of crying, who will make me smile, and the person that I always get mad to T_T Im sorry. and thanks for understanding me, as the most complicated girl on Earth. T_T thanks.

probably, you are the best friend I have ever had :)

One more month to stay in Malaysia.
Spend it wisely. And we'll continue with our LDR kan?
Sorry selalu marah- marah dan tak sweet langsung.
ok malu sekarang. bai.

One Nation as Malaysians :)

2011-07-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Salam semuaaa. :D

Sarah baru balik dari program dalam dua hari lepas. Tapi it was the AWEEEESOME-est experience ever for me. Walaupun tak boleh jadi fasi, tapi jadi committee disebabkan hal kesihatan, saya terpaksa laaa banyak tak buat kerja sangat puuun.:p Sampai masuk kumpulan Hilmi nak tolong dia pun Abang Nuar aka Esther cakap tak boleh nak masuk suka2 hati, nanti ada budak2 yang jeles. Betul jugak tu T_T Boring kot. I mean, bukan boring. Tapi tak la se-busy dan tak banyak masa spend dekat adik-adik laa. T_T So, macam takde adik-adik sendiri. sebab awak takde group sendiri. heee . sedih sebenarnya T_T Tapi apakan daya, dah memang sakit kan.dan kena kurangkan duduk atas lantai. Macam dekat Bukit Cerakah hari tu pun memang banyak duduk atas kerusi, tapi budak2 duduk atas lantai. Terasa kurang ajar ok? T_T Mintak maaf adik-adik. Tapi yang tu, sebab Nabil mintak jadi partner dia, dia tak jamin boleh handle sorang, sebab budak2 hyper. Alaah, tapi biasa la budak-budak kaan :) Kita dulu pun macam tu jugak kan? hehe

Ni bukan apa la. Tapi sebelum start program, kitorang bimbang sebab banyak hal yang berlaku. Orang kata, rintangan laa. Tapi, saya memang dah yakin boleh buat, dengan masalah pentadbiran sekolah dan sebagainya, insyaAllah boleh, sebab saya percaya saya ada team yang hebaaat sangat! :) Dan yes, it was proved to be true. Hasilnya, cikgu belanja pizza domino waktu malam lepas handle budak-budak, and it seems , guru besar pun puas hati dan mungkin akan invite Steadfast lagi ke sekolah tu :) Alhamdulillah, Allah tolong. :)

Perkara yang saya paling suka is to see, Malay, Chinese, and Indians dalam satu sekolah. And that is how I can hear "1 Malaysia" in my head :) COMEEEEEL sangat2! comel tengok diorang kawan macam biasa je la. Betul ni, terharuuuuu :') And it shows how we are not having so much differences. Cuma, on how we encounter the racism problem. Semua sama. Apa yang berbeza, taqwa. That is why ada ayat Quran yang suruh kita berkenalan tu kan. Sorry, dah lupa surah apa. hehe. If lah boleh tarik mereka ke dalam Islam, banyak pahala tuu :)

Esok lusa dah nak balik Kelantan. Dah lama sangat tunjuk kasih-sayang kat UIA ni hah >,<
Apa-apa pun, all the best untuk my blog readers! :) Saya tahu ada silent readers. hehe. Kalau budak-budak Steadfast terbaca post ni, just wanna tell you, 'saya sayang Steadfast baaaanyak ni'. *depa tangan* XD
xx

P.s: Post paling panjang sebab ada banyak benda nak cakap. Dan, paling laju taip. haha -.-
Macam ni la jadinya, sebab AWESOME sangat kan? Korang semua memang DAEBAAAAKK bak kata Faz :D

They are one nation :)

Lagu 'Gemuruh' dan lagu 'Kau dan Aku' sebagai energizer mereka. :D

Ikhlas kerana-Nya :)

2011-07-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

Salam semua. Sekarang saya dekat UIA lagi... T___T nice kan? =.='
Semoga korang bahagia di rumah . *nada jeles sikit sebanyak*

deal!

Saya baru balik Program Motivasi semalam kat SRA (kafa) sri cerakah, jadi fasi untuk pelajar2 darjah 5&6 :)
Program berlangsung selama 3 hari dua malam, dari 8-10 Julai..
Walaupun penat, tapi itulah kelebihannya. Akan rasa bahagia dan PUAS HATI walaupun agak penat dan memang penat gila sampai tidur tak hingat dunia. =.=' Tidur terus lepas balik program (luckily bas UIA hantar depan mahallah), dan terus tidur.

Nasib la Allah bagi cuti, takde la solat Asar dan Maghrib dalam mimpi. -.-'
Ingatkan saya je, rupanya ramai lagi yang memang tidur tak hingat, tak sempat set alarm clock. Jadi, memang selamat la solat diorang tu. Tapi memang kes tak sedar, apa nak buat kan. Apa pun, sila qada ye abang2 dan kakak2 sekalian. xD

memang kena attend 'anger-management'.
kes rindu rumah.
=.=

Bagi la bilik fasi camni sebijik. Saya jadi fasi setiap minggu ok? har har. xD

Minggu depan akan ke Puchong pula. Memang tak balik rumah lagi laaa. T__T
Lepas tu baru boleh mimpi2 balik Kelantan ok? And then, book ticket and ready for the trip to Kelantan. Yeeeha! :D

Note to self: Apa-apa pun, niatkan untuk berkongsi ilmu dengan adik-adik dan jangan lupa, ikhlas kerana-Nya :)

You Belong With Me..

2011-07-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me. ♥

This song is just so sweet to see Taylor Swift has a nerd face. :B
Well, the man is so cute. teheee xD
And, the story-line of the video is good. like it! :)

P.s: Mereka yang cakap layan lagu Korea is better than English is soo @##@$%$%$.
Tapi tak bermaksud saya tak suka Korea. But, you know what I mean right? =.=

Shawl tutorial? maybe not. -..-

2011-07-03T16:33:00.000-07:00

Salam people. Actually, this morning, I planned to sleep after took my sahur.

as usual, if you plan for anything, you wont do it. oh yes, I WONT DO IT.usually.

and this morning, it happened again, when I was like,

"ok,ok, sekejap lagi. ok,ok, 10minit lagi. ok, 5 minit lagi." xD

Then, I was like, ok, enough looking at time. Tiba-tiba, terasa nak tengok shawl tutorial by Maria Elena.

so yeah, as 'sengal' as she is, I watched them over and over again.

So, you know what I would do right? Take the shawl and use webcam to snap some photos.

I know it's 'poyo' or whatever, haha, just shut up once you read my blog. ok? *evil laugh*

Well, yeah, now it's time to put one or two (maybe one is enough), so check this out! >,<
*covering face. blushes*

tadaa! *muka buat-buat suprise* xD

please ignore all 'kedutan' on my shawl. =.=
and ignore the 'morning face' too. lol. i hope u dont mind.

thanks for reading! tata :D

True friendship is from a pure heart.

2011-07-03T09:45:00.000-07:00

-..-'

no doubt, i love pretty friends who have pretty hearts. :)

Ya, saya ada terasa dengan kawan-kawan yang tak berapa dipanggil kawan.
Apa nak buat. Buat baik mestilah dibalas baik. Buat jahat jangan sekali . kan ? :)

Walaupun dekat, but i never felt that we're close.
It seems like we are too far away.

But, thanks anyway for the 'previous' friendship that you had given me. :)

P.s: A strong girl is someone who cries at night and smile when she wakes up in the morning :)

yes, there are still A LOOOOOT OF other friends.
I should be thankful for having a lot of crying shoulders. :)
Alhamdulillah...

foot note: Thanks Imah, for such a motivational message. I appreciate it. Love you :)

Are you ready for July?

2011-07-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

salam. whats up guys? its third July already.

hows life? hows iman? (i should ask myself this) T_T

well, there are some problems that clinging to myself. actually, its not a problem, but a TRIAL for me, since

I think I've suffered from back pain a lot of times. T_T semoga semua ini mampu melenyapkan dosa2 saya yang lalu, pada masa kini dan akan datang. amin~~

i dont know whats wrong with it, whether it relates to pms or not, but i hope it's a normal thingy for women. I hope. i hope. T_T because it does happen most of the time.

Dear Allah, please protect my family so that they always in your blessing and free from bad things.

Something happened at home. I just hope that they're fine and safe. Amin ya Allah, . aminn..

July, please be kind to us. :)

After another year.

2011-06-30T19:17:00.000-07:00

maybe yes, after another year.
hoping that you'll be doing well.
welcome back to United States. :)
till we meet again. take care!

heeee Yonghwa! <3

word-less.

2011-06-29T17:12:00.000-07:00

deep down, somewhere inside.

And to face it and to tell:

I'm ,,, just...

Homecoming. Loves. Loves. :)

2011-06-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

Salam people. I've done with two papers. Alhamdulillah everything's fine and smooth, even though i was 'black-out' while answering Arabic paper. =.='' OMG. Another paper was Bahasa Melayu which was better than Arabic. (contradict with my first expectation, which was otherwise) T_T OMG (again).

And there it is., I'll be departing (lah sangat), to Kelantan, my hometown, to see my gemuk-boy XP,yeah, my younger brother, my mom, my dad, dan seluruh isi pelusuk kampung saya. ngeh3 XD

You know what i am imagining right now? Im worried if there are so many days of holidays, then how I'd be spending the days? For sure, I'll be quarrelling with my siblings. OMG (again) T_T

Ya Allah, sabarkan Sarah dengan adik-adik dia. Semoga dia berjaya menjadi kakak yang penyabar dan hanya menyerah kalah tatkala dibuli oleh adik-adiknya. T_T
[korang, aminkan cepat] XP

he said he'd call. -.-
(OMG This baby is soooooooo cuteeeeeeee!)

yeah, okay, I need to call my father, to tell him that I've done with my papers,
and I'll see my loves in a few days time. See ya! :)

Two months of holiday. Goodbye, UIA.

I dont want to miss a thing ~

2011-06-27T18:29:00.000-07:00

ok, this song has touched me (not physically) -.-'
but touched me, so you know, i got myself burst into tears. :'(
sedih koooot.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure ♥

Ok, dah boleh nangis sekarang.. XP

P.S: Wish me luck for finals , everyone!
Bittaufiq wannajah to you guys too! :)

It's never enough to be thankful for..

2011-06-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

Honestly, this is what we can call as "father's love". walaupun dah lama berlalu hari bapa, just wanna tell you daddy, that I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY! :D

I'll make you happy if I'd give 'another' father to you. Lalaala. XD

I'd appreciate on every little thing that you ever gave me until now. You know I LOVE YOU RIGHTT? :)

OMG so lovely! :)
I LOVE YOU DADDDYYYY. I MISS YOU NOW :'(

but, its never enough to be thankful for.. T_T

anyways, life is so fun! ^^

hehehehehe

I'm in bliss~

2011-06-26T14:53:00.000-07:00

I met his family yesterday. Mula2 awkward, but then everything turned out to be fine. :)

They are just so warm and happening making jokes and all. Thanks lovely family :) *blushes*

credit to Min (his brother) for taking pictures :)

Nik Su gelak non-stop anak2 dia syik buat lawak. haihhh XP

P.s: Eh eh, semoga Sarah Saadi sedar dia ada exam this week! >,<

Fighting!

Notes: He asked me to add more pictures. So, I'd just edited the same post. -.-''

Hello Beautiful Saturday :)

2011-06-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's ridiculous. -.-
"Invest a heart in him or her" <3

hehehehe comel kan saya buat mulut muncung macam ni? XD

Quoted: A true relationship is when they can act as lovers and friends.. :)

Completing each other.

2011-06-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

Sekarang ni saya baru balik dari meeting dengan Faiz dan Fad (orang2 Steadfast), kitorang discuss pasal AGD yang akan berlangsung bulan Oktober nanti. Cantik tak gambar kat atas? Lawa kan Domo tu? Saya ada dua ekor dekat backpack dan kat pencil box. hehe. Suka la. Domo tu macam cool pulak mulut dia besar nganga macam tu. haha.

Second, saya rasa saya sekarang mungkin menghidap penyakit......
*bunyi gong dua kali*
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-
-
-
-

RESDUNG.

Asyik terbersin non-stop sampai mata merah-merah. T_T Anyone tahu tak macam mana nak cure penyakit ni eh? Ada cara apa2 tak selain rawatan or makan ubat, atau pakai asap tu? T_T

Sarah Saadi tengah mengalami depresi diri sekarang ni ya? dia suka kutuk2 diri dia, sebab dia rasa dia gemuk. tapi diri sendiri tak reti pulak nak diet. T_T

P.s: Adik-adik kat sekolah Jempul call tadi. Ada 7 miss calls. (tak ada kaitan. haha!)
ok bye!

Relationship is about completing each other. :)

Retarded, not anymore. :)

2011-06-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

When I feel like needing someone, you’ll be there for me.
When I feel like crying, you’ll be the one who lend shoulder and wipe the tears.
When I feel like smiling, you will make stupid jokes and let me laugh out loud.
When I feel like giving up for us, I know we have some memories to smile upon .
When I feel like we are apart thousand miles, I would still attach myself for some meaningful reason.

Thanks for all tears and smiles. I wont regret for all we had.
:’)

till we get old :')

AND,
Thanks to Kashrah and Ilah.
It's a combination of girls' and boys' hang out. Cool right?? I knowwwww ! :D

Back to sleep - I really need to. But by 10 am tomorrow morning, I need to go to Censerve, to make some invitation letter for STEADFAST AGD. I know its very hectic here. This short sem is more busy than long semester, because of how it is very packed.

P.s: Got full mark for Arabic second quiz this morning. (8 markah je pun. hehe) *gembira dan bersyukur*
Lack of sleep sebab semalam tidur pukul 3 pagi. Padan muka study last minute. -.-''
Anyways, please pray that Sarah will get high marks and get A in Arabic since she has fallen in love with that language! Thank youuu! :)

All rights reserved :')

2011-06-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

<3 Beautiful is beautiful.
We fight and we cry, that is enough to make it strong.
True love does not count on who give the most, but who can give and take.
two persons who are willing to give will be willing to take hardship in life too.

:') STAY STRONG.

Enjoy every minute of life. :)

2011-06-15T16:31:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm enjoying my hectic life here. Will be going to Jempol, Negeri Sembilan on tomorrow morning. And will be meeting all cute little kids. Teheeee. I do love kids, and I love twins! >,< *tiba2 je kan? lol :p

Good luck with finals in a few weeks more, peeps! and do take care, as you know life is brief.
Hari tu lecturer ada cakap yang Gombak ada earthquake. furniture rumah dia bergoyang bagai. TAKUT GILA, ASTAGHFIRULLAH T_T
Pray a lot! May Allah bless us..

Life is making me down a few times, but I wish to be strong and stronger more and more each day.

semua orang sibuk post pasal kahwin muda, kahwin gantung dan sebagainya. hakikatnya, kahwin. sudah, diam semua orang. saya nak pergi kelas.>,< bye!

Thanks :)

2011-06-14T02:59:00.000-07:00

We fight, we cry, we fight and cry again. :( some call it stupid, some call it love. <3
Three years are approaching us. I wish we can make it longer.
THANKS for everything. :')

kthanksbye!

Senafas hembusan cinta-Nya. :')

2011-06-09T22:14:00.000-07:00

Apabila merenung langit illahi, aku perlu sedar bahawa hidup sendiri, mati sendiri, semuanya sendiri. Termasuklah menerima penebusnya di akhirat.

Perlu sedar bahawa hidup ini hanya persinggahan sebelum ke alam abadi.

Tuhan sekalian alam,
aku pinta agar kaki ini tidak penat melangkah mencari ilmu, hati ini tidak pernah mati, tangan ini tidak pernah tertinggal unutk menulis tinggalan para ulamak, dan telinga ini tidak pernah lekang dari mendengar kalimah-kalimah-Mu. Semoga semua nikmat-Mu digunakan dengan sebaiknya.

kadang-kadang, apabila melihat kembali kepada jam-jam dan minit-minit yang berlalu, hati ini gundah –gelana kerana terfikirkan hati ini yang lebih banyak lalai daripada mengingati-Mu; dalam tidur, ketika bermonolog dan ketika bercakap dengan manusia. Hati ini sombong dengan-Mu, tatkala hanya sujud demi mencecah sejadah, dan bukan untuk meminta pertolongan dari-Mu. Sungguh sombong , bukan?

Jika boleh, aku ingin terbang jauh ke langit tinggi, dan melihat ke bawah, tentang apa yang manusia lakukan; memusnahkan nikmat-nikmat Mu tanpa sedar. Semoga hati ini hidup kembali ya Tuhan.

Terkadang, hati masih terdetik dengan bisikan iman, tatkala syaitan berbisik ke arah jalan hitam. Aku sedar, sunnah manusia ialah suci bersih, dan bukanlah untuk mengotorinya. Terima kasih Tuhan, demi senafas hembusan dari-Mu yang menghidupkan jiwaku. Terima kasih untuk hati yang masih terdetik dengan cinta-Mu, dan terima kasih demi cinta yang tidak berbelah bagi ketika aku dilanda kedukaan.

surat cinta dari-Mu sungguh putis dan indah :')

very much thankful. :)

2011-06-09T11:54:00.000-07:00

great things may happen in a blink of eye. maybe only through one person, who gives big impact to your life.
So, remember to be thankful.
last but not least, pray for something better for the days ahead :)

to 'you' , thank you.
i'm sorry for your positive abilities that i called as silly, and angry at, and cry at. :(
thanks for anything that i forgot to say thanks, from the moment we became friend and friend until today. :)

it sounds stupid, but, that is love. you hate it like hell, but you love back like hell too.
so, its better to listen to 'what the hell' by Avril Lavigne. haha ok lawak tak jadi :p

fall in love is something that you must think you can give commitment of. not only for a few months, years, but, for the rest of your life. :')

ok, tu je. dah habis ceramah rumah tangga pada hari ini
babai! wassalam~

when boredom strikes, webcam is the best victim. XD

p.s: the song in this blog is very sweet, right? he counts each and every day to say thanks :')

The perfect two. :)

2011-06-09T01:47:00.000-07:00

Salam. Dah lama sangat tak menulis kan? Dah berhabuk blog ni. Mintak maaf. Lagipun bukan ada orang baca pun. Bajet je lebih. Hahaha

oh, menjurus kepada point utama saya update blog pada hari ini, ialah untuk meluahkan tentang apa yang sedang terbuku di dalam hati sekarang. Hmm. Bahasa melayu saya semakin bagus, setelah mengambil mata pelajaran bahasa melayu kerjaya dekat UIA ni, untuk short sem. XD
(bagus la sangat)

apa-apa pun, saya suka sangat belajar bahasa arab. Markah untuk mid-term pun ok-lah, beyond expectation jugak. insyaAllah boleh buat yang lebih baik untuk finals kan? :)

btw, thanks dekat ‘awak’, sebab spend masa for me, and know how to handle this complicated girl. Haha. Spend your time wisely dekat Malaysia ni eh? J send my regard to your parents too. Cakap Sarah Saadi dekat Facebook tu kirim salam. Haha XD So much things to do before we achieve what we want :’)
*Pray hard* <3

And yes, tadi dan semenjak dua menjak ni tensyen gila. Nak cakap ni je : SO MANY THINGS TO DO, BUT SO LITTLE TIME LEFT! Baru siap buat tugasan BM, next week terus kena present. Think positive, that lepas tu, dah free. Kan kan? Me is in the first group :) All the best, groupmates!

Seriously, saya rasa saya ni lagi RAJIN masa short sem. Buat homework pun tiap-tiap malam jugak la. (kalo la ayah tahu. Hahaha). Eeemm. Sbb masa long sem, memang takde la nak study hard camni kan? Hehe. Markah arab saya pun okay la sebab dah usaha jugak kot. Yang tinggal is oral test, which you have to speak in Arabic. Woha! insyAallah. Walakin, Alhamdulillah a’la kulli hal . :)
bittaufiq wannajah, yattullab! Allahu ma’ana :)

P.s: rasanya nak major English Linguistic and Literature. Then, minoring in Arabic. Ok tak? Hehehe. Sape budak BAR, sila bagi buah fikiran anda. :)

[Sarah Saadi memang pencinta bahasa kot] :D

kthanksbai!

life is about making you smile by people around you. ^.^

2011-05-26T10:50:00.000-07:00

why is it easy to cry over the same thing again and again? :'(

P.s: its a sweet picture anyway. no objectives here :p

will off to motivation program of Score A- somewhere in Selangor.
the place is quite near to the place where the landslide occurred. well, Allah can protect us. insyaAllah everything is fine. :)

hopefully, the students will get something and we ourselves can get some valueless experiences too.
take care, people. ^.^

This is the past program in Raub. It was a success, InsyaAllah,
wa ,, Alhamdulillah :)

this was in mass, on how we want them to speak too. :)

Advice to self: be sincere for the sake of Allah, insyaAllah there will be so much fun and reward. :)

mumbling.

2011-05-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

Aku emo sikit je ari ni., aku angin bila aku reply, orang tak reply.even benda tu urgent dan perlukan jwpn. dan, nak tunjukkan if he/she cares about me, she'd reply. right? entah kenapa tah aku nak emo. tengok keadaan jugak kot. n tgk masa. dah lah. sorry aku dah spread cas negatif kat blog ari ni.

emo je minah ni. T_T

btw, bru je lps tgk "I Am Number Four". BEST gileeeeeeee cerita dia! not bad laaa. bagi 8 stars! tapi macam biasa, aku tak reti tengok movie terus habis. =.=" sebab aku tak reti nk tgk, sbb aku kena ade org kat sebelah yang push, baru boleh habis. aku allergic satu benda. tgk muvie je, tido! :P mmg aku allergic lah. terbaeeek!

i am number four COOOOOLLLLLL sangat2! ^.^
(aku sebelum ni tak RETI jugak tengok cerita cool2 camni. eheh) XD

P.s 1: Thank you for being in Malaysia. But I think, it's better if we live far away as how we used to.
coz i'll get more emotional. *sigh.

P.s2: tak tahu aku merepek ape petang2 ni. sabtu ni nk gi tgk Nur Kasih. yayyyy! :D
ok dah tak tahu nak mengarut apa lagi. sorry bm aku cakap mmg selalu berbelit mcm keling. -.-

P.s3: BESSSSST belajar arab. sebab aku suka kot. ^.^ dah, dah, ok bai!

delicate much.

2011-05-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

P.s: Emo terlebih sudaaah =.='

Without explanation.

2011-05-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

He's 'flying' from 'there' to Malaysia. Ok, he is he. nobody is nobody. he is him. dont ask me anything about that . ok? :)

Yes. please forgive me for any wrongdoings :)

we are great bestfriends. i know. :')

P.s: Pleaseeeeeee back in piece! safe and sound. ok? take care! take care! plz take care! :(
so much worried here. :(

BESTFRIENDS. <3 :)

Awesomeness is truly awesome. No not deny that.

2011-05-09T17:21:00.000-07:00

I know I'm awesome . XD
There are so much things happened around. Me and myself just cannot imagine how thankful I am. :)
So much joy, so much tears. But things happen for reasons. Right?
Well, try to be awesome more and more. Life is fun. Put aside all you pain, because life is no fun without trials. :')
Me is deciding either to take short sem or work at Kakak's office,as a consultant at Takafful. Seriously, it's hard to choose the best, when you have two choices. T___T

Awesome mom and twin. :DDDDD <3
(sorry for the low-quality-picture)

Gonna miss everyone.

Thanks for so much fun and love during Baktisiswa in Terengganu. Had so much fun! :)
And thanks to short sem too. T____T

Take care people. :)

Girlfriends' matter.

2011-05-02T03:33:00.000-07:00

:'(

Somehow, I know that girls are complex. I realize that.
Somehow, we become too concern towards each other, like how it involves so much feelings and emotions in our friendship. Like how a couple has so much feelings towards each other. SERIOUSLY. =.=''

But, when we have that kind of feelings, that's what we called as 'ukhwah fillah' right? :')
Btw, for sure, life without friends are nothing to me :') they are my drugs that I cannot live without. :)
Thanks to her, her, or her, at least for now, I'm willing to 'blogging'. Hehe. And, so sorry that Sarah is emotional.But, she's happy inside that she still have friends. Yes, she'd be crying out loud, but still, she has some love for herself and her friends. :')Thanks, all girlfriends and friends. <3

I love you, girlfriends. xx

Smile to all your haters. :)

2011-04-28T19:46:00.000-07:00

when you over-think of something :(

This is all what Sarah has been doing during her holidays. She just cannot go out and only stay in house to surf the internet and watch tv a lot. Okay, esok mungkin pergi waterfall dengan family. Yayyyy! Jom jom sape mahu ikut? Lepas tu buang semua negative thoughts, kan? Be happy dengan adik-adik semua. (mula menjadi kakak yang baik) XD and one more thing, will be going to Gombak by tomorrow night. Today is 29th? ?Deng! Baru je rasa macam baru balik semalam. haha

Heeee :)

Dah. Salam Jumaat kepada semua umat Islam. Penghulu segala hari. ^.^
Semoga hari ini lebih baik dari semalam :)

heeee comel. dah . babai! ^.^

Beautiful fairy tales. :)

2011-04-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

Love. <3

Lately, I watched television a lot, and that made me wonder how lovely people got married, especially, when it involved the whole world. Yes, the world will watch them to tie the knot. Including, Prince William and his partner in their royal beautiful wedding. :)

Love sparkles on their faces. :)

Yeah, okay, Asfraf Muslim juga. Walaupun baru bertunang, walaupun saya jeles, tetapi apakan daya,

saya cuma doakan kalian berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat. :')
selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan di tanah suci Mekah :)

selamat berbahagia di dunia dan akhirat :)

Lepas ni lagi ramai ramai ramai dan ramai yang akan kahwin. Saya? Entah bila. =.='

*tengok cerita Andartu 40 hari dekat Astro*

cute :D

Ok, me waiting for my Prince Frog..

Dah. thanks for reading! bye, loves ! :)

Drop everything now. Meet me in the pouring rain.

2011-04-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

Now, I feel like writing about my family. As some friends know, I have two mothers; a late mother and a step-mother. Somehow, it feels sad to lose a mother. (Nobody likes it, of course) Some other time, I would be thankful for what had happened to me, with all sweet memories with my mother and with some other ugly memories too. However, we know that life is up and down. And somehow, we know that life is fair. Most importantly, Allah is absolutely Fair and Wise. Thus, I as a weak servant, need to make myself fully prepared with what He will take in the future. As a motivation, I always tell myself that whatever happens, it’s to make us strong. And that’s the way of how to smile and not to frown.

Yes, by having other kind of family (sebelah adik-beradik tiri), they are all opposite to us, in terms of characters. How can I say it? It’s like totally different, and you HAVE TO SUIT yourself into their characters. Kind of adaptation. You think it’s easy? Try it yourself then. You will know that you’ll be crying all day long! :p

But, I know, after some heavy rain, there will be rainbow that will shine to me. Then, there will be a bright sun smiles to me too, to tell me to wake up and fight for better days ahead! J

P.s 1: Not so much of a family, but I’m satisfied that I have let it go here. hehe

P.s 2: Have bought Domo keychain today! Yay! I know it’s lame. Lambat. -.-‘’

P.s 3: The fever is getting better. But still batuk-batuk. T__T syafakillah ya Sarah.

Yeah, to be found.

Thanks for reading, loves! :)

Do not over-think :)

2011-04-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

I need to tell myself this over and over again.

and run, run, and run from problems.
Lol. Joke. dont run from problems. But settle it down, and make sure that
you are free from stress.
I have tried, and it works for sure!

Please take care. To you, all the best for your exam :)

Bye Stefano. Lollllzzzzz :D

(Sarah being so in love with Stefano this lately) XD

take care to all Stefanos! :)

Awwwww.. *melting

okthanksbye! XD

Syafakillah.

2011-04-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

Think positive. You have trials, because Allah wants you to be strong :)

Including, when you have fever. It is just a SMALL test.. Even though when you cannot speak to your brother due to your sore-throat, it is only a small test. Allah knows best. :')
Syafakillah, Sarah.. :)

It is fine. :)

2011-04-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

:( Somehow, I feel the feeling of needing someone. Mama, miss you..

But yeah, I'm okay after watching Hindustani movie. :)
Panjang sangat. Sambung esok.

AND,

Remember that we can HOPE for something better. Get some rest and have a positive thinking, Sarah.

Anyways,
good night, everyone. :)

When you fall.

2011-04-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

It happened a few years back. But when she comes tonight, the ugly memory just keep on repeating,
makes me remember how she 'tortured' me before. I just dont know how to pretend, even though I really have to pretend. YEAH, THAT FAKE SMILE, SARAH. :'(

And I'm idiot who think it thousand times over and over again.

Like, this is my Mama :'(

Mama, this is all in my heart.

:'(

Fill up all the empty space. :)

2011-04-19T23:05:00.000-07:00

No, i wont go out, :P
But yes, I'd pay the revenge. You know what the revenge is?
It is to STAY HOME 24 HOURS and to be a babysitter! XD

You think it's easy to take care of a little boy? Of course it's kinda hard like being a mother. LOL

Well, at least, I know that I'm free from books and can watch tv all the time!
Thanks mom, for adding some new channels on Astro! Heeeee (Sarah lupa diri result keluar May nanti) -.-''

And and and, another thing is,
what you need to do is to join your brother if he sleeps.
(He sleeps too much , you know! It's tiring for sure!) Haha

If you were on a maximum level of boredom, please make a cute face like this to your siblings at home :p

Alololo~ Cute, really! :D

and dont scream out like this. haha.

Sempena cuti ni, Sarah Saadi belanja kek sape yang view post ni. nah! :DDDD

Take care everyone! Happy holiday and stay awesome!

Byebye! Salam :)

When you fall, you fly.

2011-04-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

The picture is just motivating enough for me, 'cause I was thinking about how my result would be.

I have no idea if the pointer will be decreasing. When I was rational, then I'd be fully ready.

But when I stuck up somewhere in my brain, ~~short-circuit in brain~~ then I'd be scared,

even if I have to repeat. NAUZUBILLAHHHHHHHH~ T_T

It's because, some carry marks are very low, and I'm not sure if its 100% correct in finals,

in order to help those carry-marks.

Ya Allah, give me the best results, so that my parents will be proud of me.

I just dont want to give them low marks. :'(

and, SMILE. :)

CUTE. That's all :D

2011-04-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

raise up your hands in class. Feel brave like him :D

mother ; is the best woman on earth. :')

In Islam, a Woman is always under the care of someone. When she’s young, she’s under the care of her parents. When she’s married, she’s under the care of her husband. And when she’s old, she’s under the care of her children. These are her guardians and worldly protectors. Look at how Allah takes care of them from birth till death. :')

Please be happy. You know, the prettiest woman is the one who is the prettiest on earth :D

sorry for the picture. -__-'' but please focus on the saying :)

FYI, I'll be going back to Gombak on 1st May. We'll see if I'll be missing home or not. -_-''
And, hopefully, I'll be sincere enough to go for Baktisiswa. :p
For those who have five months of holiday, I wanna say this:

WHO CARES ANYWAY?? LOL xDDD

Goodbye. and take care! :)

love.

2011-04-17T02:15:00.000-07:00

true indeed.

<3

p.s: Im in Kelantan with beloved ones :) Take care. :)

Well said, young scholars..

2011-04-14T19:08:00.000-07:00

Nothing much. only the picture is soo interesting and sweet. Lalalala~
Sarah, sila sedar diri dan buka buku sekarang! ESOK EXAM DRAMA! -__-''

"dream high.. because at least, you will make effort to reach that dream. "
(Sarah Saadi, 2011) xD

I wish I was not. -.-''

2011-04-14T17:22:00.000-07:00

That is what I hope for, because Drama is the last paper. And on that night, I'll be going home.
To Kelantan. Wehoooo! ~

BTW, will come back to Gombak on 1st May. You know it's only two weeks of holiday! *annoyed*
And I wish, I can make it longer. But, anyways, IT WONT HAPPEN. thats it!
And it's only TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS! stop it. you know, at least, you are free from books for a while. hehe.

Take care,everyone! And all the best for our results! :)

kalau tensyen belaja, saya suka minum air ni! choose Mocha okay? hehe :D
korang boleh cuba. oh heaven tak hengat! :)

bye bye loves. :)

We call them as compliments :)

2011-04-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

These are among compliments that you would receive from friends and family.
You know it is not you alone who need to go through all thick and thin in life.
They'd be there for you.

and, this is another compliment :))

AND FRIENDS, THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME HAPPY. :)

Diaries. :)

2011-04-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

:')

hehe true. btw, I dont really like Taylor Swift as she does not has the type of voice that I want. hehehe

<3

March is over. Move on to April.

2011-04-13T10:07:00.000-07:00

You know it's my birthday on 31st March. Lots of wishes and prayers.
TQ everyone. :)

and that is why, I love exams so much! thats what we called as Nerdy is on the track! hehe

and and, for those who had met their family members! take this! wth! :p

:P WTH. :P

By 16th night, I'll be going home! yayy! lets jump together! :DDDD

awwwwhhh cuteee :)

Lets pray for excellent results. May Allah bless you guys. :)

Around the Corner. :)

2011-03-28T10:58:00.000-07:00

all the best for finals, everyone! :)
never give up. :)

love,

Sarah Saadi. <3

They do fit me well.

2011-03-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

done with Halaqah paper today. Hopefully I will get A. hehe

<3 :)

sometimes, yes, it does. T_T

and, yes, I got the title of Facebook Queen among Steadfastians.
Its interesting and killing me.

zzzzzzz -.-''

sure, I miss this. :(

childhood time. :')

I love you, friends! :)

Smile,. Life is not bad. it's just on how you make it positive. :)

2011-03-17T01:05:00.000-07:00

Sarah Saadi is totally having a hectic life now, for she will only get to her room at almost midnight, which you can see the clock is ticking near to 12 o'clock at night. Drama performance is done; Everyman. :)
Now, she is busy with AGD stuff in Steadfast. She has been selected as a secretary, and currently busy with proposal paper that she was at first, "what the heck am I going to do my job? Can I do the job? Can i carry that responsibility?" T__T she was lost at first, but now, I guess, she is fine because her friends always make her smile :)

She knows that there is no more new followers of her blog, because she cannot pretend like she's busy, because she is, realy really busy with her life. so, it's a seldom-updates. Sometimes, she even forget to call her parents, because she gets to her room almost midnight, and most of her familly members already slept. T__T
To call in the morning or evening, the family will be busy. Then, what she can do, is only talk to her dad who sleeps late . XD I LOVE YOU ABAH! xoxo

And, that is what her life involves for the time being. She gets tension most of the time, but finally succeed to overcome the problems. Life is easy. Life wont make it complicated,as long as you think it's positive.

Sarah is fine. She asks prayers from everyone. :)
ILY. (:

so, dont forget to smile. :)

p.s: feel so much calmness to post this entry. take care guys. :D

2011-03-01T20:30:00.000-08:00

Life is just making you up and down. Now, my life is at below. I mean, it is at the stage where making you pretend to be happy. Yes, surely, a girl who is loud in front of her girlfriends, will cry at night under her blanket. Life is fair. What goes around comes around. Tabah, sarah. Tabah. J

p.s: will be quiet for a moment. God, please, I wont ask You to make my life easier, but please make me tougher than ever. J

the whole tiring and busy week. but, some excitement is still there. :)

2011-02-19T11:16:00.000-08:00

Salam people.I know that I should apologize to you on how long I have left my blog with no latest entries. Hehe. Sincerely sorry okay? How I wish I can go to Celcom and give a big punch to their stuff, on how on hellooo my broadband connection is damn slow. *sigh* What we can do is, keep all the entries that u wanna post to your draft, and make them as your UNPUBLISHED collection of entries. Haihhh~

To people who still read my blog, thank you. (:

So, here are my summaries of what I had done before, in this whole tiring week.

Okay, let me list them out roughly. Just some can be listed, I guess. You know that I am easily forgetting things. Hehe. Well, basically as an English student, some of u might know that I am entirely and completely busy with drama training. We will be performing drama or we call it as acting aka 'berlakon'. Hehe. And, there are about 15 characters in our play titled Everyman. Thanks to all group mates for teaching me how to polish more on acting. J Kiko and Rabab are the main characters, since they have among the longest script to be memorized. Hehe. Chaiyyook! We know that Kiko is busy with her theatre too. All the best kiko!

Secondly, to tell you how happy I am, I went to Janda Baik this evening. Well, I should say that it was yesterday. So you know that we went there for almost four hours. There is not so much food, hehe, but I know that I have been so much happy before having my mood goes down like this. T.T

(don’t worry, I’m smiling) J

Friends like Iwa, Lina, Ejah, Sya, Liya and Nad were so much kind hearted people for inviting me to join them. Thank you! Nanti nak gi lagi eh? *muka tak malu*

Iwa looks like a momma to feed her baby (s). XD

sengal-ness happens. I dont know why. HAHA

i love you girls! xoxo

ye.memang lapar tadi. tapi sampai sekarang kenyang makan roti ni.
tu pasal belum sentuh nasik. hehe
Iwa macam Ibu. anak2 tengah tunggu makanan. haha

Okay okay, this is the most exciting part! Hehe. I have jogged to make A FULL CIRCLE of UIA in the middle of night. (it is exciting because I can fight the laziness in myself.hehe) We end up at 12. 40 am, if I’m not mistaken. Whoa! Aku dah lama tak buat kerja gila-gila camni. Hehe. Called my dad. He said, “ tak bahaya ke jogging malam2?” I answered, “tak pe abah. Ni jogging ramai2. he said: ''Kalau abah dulu, jogging masa lepas subuh“. Dalam hati, “alamakk susah nak bangun lepas solat la Abah. Haha”

Kan best kalau lepas jogging, terus kurus kan? Haha. Aku berangan nak camtu. Memang heaven tak hingat. Hehe

Okay, maybe that’s enough for a moment. Wish you dear readers with His blessing for the days ahead. J

p.s: pagi pagi ni perut lapar gila nyanyi lagu dondang sayang. Haihhh. Memang belum makan lagi hari ni.

I mean, belum sentuh nasik laa. Saya orang Malaysia, makanan ruji ialah nasi. Yang sedap. XD

Okay babai. Selamat malam dari Malaysia untuk anda (:

No more dreams. Start living. :)

2011-02-08T07:17:00.000-08:00

Salam people.

Im sick right now. Yes, inside out. T___T

Please pray for me that I’ll be okay soon. What make it even worse is, I’ve lost some stuff that is truly crucial. I mean, yeah, some stuff. I lost my Phonetics notes. Last sem, I was already lost my Poetry notes. Bukanla nak mengada ke hape,. Kalau setakat nota yang madam bagi, memang boleh fotostat jee. Tapi ni yang jadi sedih, sbb masa nak mid-term tu, aku penat gile kot. Memang stay up study sambil buat nota lawa. Serius sedih okay bila perasan buku dan nota tu hilang. Haihhhh. Sabar sahaja, Sarah. Tadi Sarah buat gila, sebab teguk kafein pekat dalam gelas. Haihh. Memangla sekarang ni terasa di awang-awangan. Besok dah la kelas pukul 8.30 pagi. Haihhh (lagi sekali.) Terima kasih kafein. Bimbang kalau aku tak boleh tidur pada malam ini. ya, baiklah, lain kali, saya minum awak lagi. =.=’’

Semua kerja yang diberi oleh pensyarah terbengkalai dek kemalasan yang melampau. Tadi, markah Islamic Ethics yang kurang memuaskan memang memerlukan diri untuk menjadi lebih rajin! Apa2 pun, bersyukur, kerana ramai sahaja yang lebih rendah dari aku. Hmmm bersyukur Sarah, bersyukur. Jadikan itu sebagai lonjakan untuk mendapat markah yang lebih tinggi. Masih banyak peluang menanti, sebelum peperiksaan akhir. Fighting! J

Kata hati: Sakit? Itu kerja Tuhan. Biarkan dia dengan pelaksanaanya yang maha adil. Otak penat? Ya, kehidupan seorang pelajar, bukan? J Sudah, biarkan angkuh jatuh. Biarkan ego rebah. Dunia sedang berputar mengikut rancangan-Nya. Tiada apa yang mustahil. Hanya perlu tadah tangan di tikar sejadah. J

P.s: HATI PERLU KUAT DAN TABAH!!

Dia maha mengetahui yang terbaik untukmu. :)

so true. no more dreams. start living. :)

It is inside out.

2011-02-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

Im sorry that this post is going to be emotional again. But I just dont know how to overcome this sadness. *sigh*
Please slap hard on my face .

When a girl is silent, that's pretty dangerous. She's either overthinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. And most probably all of those above. :')

True., I just can't deny that the girl is probably me. T__T
And now, Im watching Glee. Just want you to know that I am still in the mood of holiday; forgot to bring pens to class. *sigh*

There are too much sigh here and there. I just need to write for now, so that I can forget all things that happened. My friend had told me this ; don't cry because it happened, but smile because it happened. :)
So now, I am smiling. To remember all motivational words, there will be some happiness for me. Yes, but, I am not sure if that is to be considered as good or bad. What do you think, buddies?
What to do for now? Life is about a circle. Once you are sad, the happiness will chase after you later on. But, what you need to do is having faith in Him that life is fair, will curved you a smile. :)

P.s: I am not crying. Probably, I am sick of too much crap.

one great shot from Glee. yes, I am enjoying it. :)

Good night. And good bye. :)

Please bring me sunshine. :)

2011-02-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

I was down just now. Suddenly, I found this on someone's fb status, and it suits me a lot.:')

''I was smiling yesterday, I am smiling today and I will smile tomorrow simply because life is too short to cry for anything..''

Sarah Saadi said: So true. we do not need to cry for something unsure and gives you nothing.
Please feel regret for yourself once you have make your heart sick. U better forget anything that does not light up your life. Goodbye, sadness.

Yes. U wont cry for someone that you do not care.
that is for sure, right?
Goodies! smile and smile!
keep all sadness inside and kill them.
best of luck! ^^,

I'm fine.

2011-02-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

two words: IM FINE.

Okay, enough for now. take care people.

Among the annoying things happen around!

2011-02-04T02:49:00.000-08:00

Just got something to say here. Dont flirt on Facebook. You make me annoyed, ok? And I'm seriously can't wait to see you guys apart! HAHAHA *evil laugh* haha. ok, joke. But please, stop that. You make people annoyed with all corny comments and stuff. Hell yeah, you make me among annoyed people too! #$%%^

Secondly,
to all smokers all over the world, please, please, please, stop that habit! You know that you're killing yourselves?? You are nodding?? Right. And now, go to clinics around you to check if you still have lungs in a good condition. Okay? Seriously, I was imagining like you put a knife on your neck and, YOU DIE!
*scratches face* =.='' But yeah, this is sick! *angry tone of voice*

#$$%%^$$##^*(()&^^^ (show some more violence in my blog) lol
(Maybe I'm getting angry because I cant tell this in front of all smokers. So, here is how it goes. sorry. But I'm satisfied! hah. haha. hahaha.) *laughing a lot to show my satisfaction.* MUAHAHA.

GAHHHHHH! THIS IS THE MOST ANNOYING SMOKER! -.-

Thirdly,
to all ~~my fans~~ friends on Facebook, especially guys (or male), please, do not flirt on FB. Seriously, I was sick everytime I get new people asking me this and that. I was sick, because some would say, "eeii sombongnye awaaak. Tak pernah pun nak balas kat saya." *muntah hijau*
You know that I'm busy?? Pfffft! >,<''
Konon la kan? But yes, I am busy while you're asking me questions, so I was like "what the h**k you want from meeeeehhh?" oh sorry, but this is just to give right for myself. Okay je kan? terima kasih. :)
sometimes, I dont even reply them! Peace yaww! ^^,

Hey, I'm not being arrogant or cruel, but please, we do not know each other, but IDK why I have approved you. Will delete you later. Hehe. Ade orang terasa? Sorry. If you are among UIAMs, maybe I dont really mind. But, see the time and place lah. Sorry if this is hurting some people. Maybe it's not you. -.-''

Uh, right. Including all strangers. T___T

Fourth,
Line and connection from Celcom make me sick! Yeah, I'm tired of connect the line again and again. *sigh*
'thank you', Celcom! I will be loyal to you more and more. =.=''

Next

and next?

It's time to release these anger and stay calm watching tv. Right? Hehe.
And yeah, am going back to UIA by tomorrw night. Ughhhhhh!! *screams into pillow, pulling hair*
T_____T

Waiting for some more stories! Gotta go! :)

bye! :)

Kisah plural dan singular. kah kah XD

2011-02-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

Seorang suami sedang mencari-cari helah untuk membolehkan dia berkahwin lagi. Antara alasan yang diberikannya:

Suami : Lelaki kawin 3 baru lah sah

Isteri : Kenapa pula?

Suami : Cuba terjemahkan ke dalam Bahasa Inggeris, "satu" is one, "dua" is two, "tiga" isteri (is three). Baru betul dan sah!.

Isteri : Tapi abang kena faham Bahasa Inggeris, terutama tentang "singular" dan "plural"

Suami : Berkenaan apa tu?

Isteri : Satu tu "Singular"; dua atau lebih "Plural"

Suami : Contohnya?

Isteri : One car sebagai singular, two cars sebagai plural. Apa bezanya?

Suami : Ohhh... tambah huruf "s" untuk yang plural

Isteri : Betul tu. Sama juga la untuk abang

Suami : Macam mana pula boleh sama?

Isteri : Satu isteri abang MAMPU, jika dua isteri dah jadi plural, maka abang MAMPUS. tambah "s" je, kan ?

Lepas daripada tu, si suami tidak pernah lagi berceritakan hasratnya untuk berkahwin lagi...

credit goes to : http://sayafaiz.blogspot.com

wa cakap sama luu, blog ni best gile buat wa gelak sampai sakit perut. wakaka~

p,s: saje nak hapdet blog.kan dah jadi sengal sikit tuu. HAHA. ok babai! ;)

Let them talk ;)

2011-02-03T09:04:00.000-08:00

;)

And this,

love , and leave the rest to Him:

so true :)

SELAMAT MALAM, MALAYSIA.

SELAMAT PAGI, DUNIA. :)

tiada kata mampu diucap.

2011-02-02T20:45:00.000-08:00

Tiada kata mampu diucap.

Tiada kata mampu diterjemah, setelah hati manusia tenang. Hanya;

TERIMA KASIH, TUHAN. TERIMA KASIH. SYUKUR. :)

Tuan empunya diri tersenyum tatkala dipam-pam rasa cinta. Cinta dari-Nya.

Ya Tuhan, terima kasih kerana nafas yang mampu bernyawa dan mata yang mampu melihat alam sarewajagat.

Alam Tuhan yang indah, melebihi warna pelangi yang indah. Warna pelangi sudahpun indah. Warna dunia yang lebih banyak, sungguh, lebih indah. ;)

Ya, perkataan indah itu sendiri menggambarkan kecantikan. ;)

Ironinya, senyuman diwajah tidak menggambarkan kegusaran hati.

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese :)

Semoga Malaysia terus aman sahaja. Semua sahabat di Mesir, jaga diri baik-baik.

Jangan risau, Tuhan disisi. Dia Maha Melihat.

Dunia akhir zaman. Oh! T_____T

astajib dua'ana ya Allah.

2011-02-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum. Hoping you guys can listen this with your heart. If you cry, congratulations that we still have faith in Him. T___T

note: please 'pause' my song in this blog first . sorry :(
and, please say amin along with the dua' ...

Bismillah and ready to click 'play'...
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P.s: the imam was a mujahid, because he had been jailed after recited the dua' :(
This is not to condemn US, but we did this for our Islam, since a lot of people have been oppressed.
We know Islam is the religion of peaceful. So, think rational why Muslims have to stand on their feet.
We are not creating wars. We want peace. :)

Muslims should unite.

Insya-Allah :)

2011-02-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

Ini ialah lagu Maher Zain yang bertajuk InsyaAllah. Seperti yang ramai ketahui, lagu ini sudah banyak dikhabarkan, bukan? Ya, sebelum ini dalam bahasa Inggeris. Sekarang, disuntik pembaharuan yang kreatif dalam Bahasa Melayu. Namun, maksudnya masih sama . Sungguh tenang bukan? :)

p.s: Masih teringat ketika mana beliau datang ke UIA! Handsome sangat abg botak ni! :D :D

Perang dalam Kalbu.

2011-02-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

Perang.

Perang dalam diri yang bertelagah antara satu sama lain. Perang yang memeritkan hati aku untuk memilih yang terbaik, berdasarkan syariat-Nya. Tuhan, bantu aku.

Jika mendapat hati yang keluh kesah memilih antara yang baik dan yang lebih baik, sememangnya yang terbaik akan dipilih, bukan?
Jika hati diberi untuk memilih kesedihan dan kegembiraan, semestinya kita perlu memilih KEGEMBIRAAN, bukan? :)

Namun, hati manusi berbelah bagi. Aku manusia biasa. Kita, juga manusia biasa. Kerana itu ayat Tuhan diberi dan diajar kepada Rasul agar mengajar umat manusia akan doa supaya tidak dibolak balikkan hati. Bukan?
Maafkan aku kerana sudah lupa surah mana dalam buku Tuhan yang penuh mukjizat itu.

Aku. Ya, aku. Aku sedang bermonolog dalam hati agar kuat. Dan disuntik semangat serta kekuatan diri. Ya, wanita sungguh kuat. Lelaki terkenal dengan kekuatan fizikal, otot besar-besar. Wanita pula, tangan dan jari yang lembut, tapi mampu menggoncang dunia dan iman lelaki. Pernah dengar?
Clice juga. Namun, ada benarnya. Lihat pada makna istilah dan lebihkan kepada makna teknikal.

Ya Tuhan, hidup perlu diteruskan dengan segala wahana kehidupan. Siapa tahu jika Cinderella akan bertemu dengan Putera ~~Katak~~ Kacak lagi ~~charming~~? Bukan? :)

Hidup ini sementara. Bekalkan bekal kehidupan dengan tupperware yang besar-besar dan cukup lauk ya? Kemudian hari, tidak pelu mengeluarkan syiling untuk membayar bil.Hehe.

p.s: Mahu kembali ke zaman SPM untuk mengambil Bahasa Melayu Sastera.

Aku rasa, aku CINTAKAN bahasa. :)

I want a gentleman man. Enough said. :)

2011-01-31T09:50:00.000-08:00

as to me, you are perfect too :)

as the waves come by, let me reach your hand and keep you safe.
(ouch ouch, jiwangness!!) hahahahha.

I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true.
Shakespeare said, "Journeys end in lovers meeting."
What an extraordinary thought. :)

no worries, I'll wait. :)

p.s: yes, this post is to make me sweet more than the sweet candies that i have received. :')

I think I like you.

2011-01-31T07:34:00.000-08:00

I have feelings that there is no words can describe the feeling. (cecehhhh) ;p
alah,, saje je nak mengade. haha.
let the pictures do the talking yeah!

if all messages in heart can be printed out like this. :')

T___T

being different is special :)

hahahha. thats too special of love! lol

p.s: make prayers for our friends in Egypt. I'm getting anxious about their situations too.

i love them.

dear Lord, please take care of them in and out. T____T

long distance prayers from Muslims throughout the world may help, insyaAllah.

Talking to the Rain :')

2011-01-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

run, look for a sunshine. it wont always raining :)

Dulu saya tak faham kenapa orang kaitkan hujan dengan kesedihan. rupanya, mereka asimilasikan hujan dengan kesedihan kerana rupa dan fizikal hujan yang dapat menggambarkan kesedihan, iaitu dengan mencurahnya hujan ke bumi sepertimana curahan air mata di pipi :(

note to self: wait and be patient with all trials. HE is there for you. ask and pray for him. There are so much differences between people who believe and not. Innallaha ma'ana.

p.s: Be home is fun, but make sure that you know how to control the consuming of DELICIOUS FOOD at home. hehe. be good, be optimistic, be patient, Sarah! Life is fair. Any good things or otherwise will come back to you. what goes around comes around. Smile more to show the strength of your heart. InsyaAllah.. :)

smile more, girl. :)

If you think that majoring in English is all about language, think twice! it's Biology, peeps!

2011-01-26T14:18:00.000-08:00

I have just finished studying Phonetics. the exam will be held at library at 3.30. so, wish me luck people! Here, just taking some time to update my blog. hehe. sempat lagi.
well, sme of u might think that english is just about some language. (some,if they r not really exposed, then, yes.) but, just wanna share u on how to make us know that we have a special gift from God, that we dont think much, because we cant see them. well, they're organs in our mouth. okay, try to open your mouth in front of mirror, and see what u have there. hahahaha. it is gross sometimes, even me, as one who needs to study for exam, studying in the middle of the night till morning , alone, in a very quiet morning, i was like, "eeeiiiiii geliiiiiii". hahaha! tapi nak tak nak kena lukis jugak, macam ape je. XD

sekarang pukul 6 pagi. lagi seminit. haha. saya sedang bosan sementara menunggu azan. :)
td dh penat study Phonetics. emm okay lah, orang dah azan. haha.
wanna see some pictures? courtesy goes to google for the photos. hehe. malas nak amik dari fon. :p
(well, coz of the messy table.hehe) ;p

glottal stop if fun!

(yeah, the glottis at the bottom) :)

do this in front of ur mirror. seriously!

if you have a speech disability, tell me,. i know how to cure ;p

ps: tadi dah tidur, tapi bangun balik sebab langsung tak sentuh buku lagi nak exam petang nanti.huhu.

so, wish me luck on my exams. life is not fun without exams. haha! but yes, think about it. life will be fun. caya sama gua! okey bye! :D wassalam. :D

hahaha! lol lol XD

Di sebalik ujian, perlukan senyuman. Innallaha ma'ana :)

2011-01-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

Blog sedang mengalami gangguan akibat line celcom yang sangat slow. Saya harap kalian bersabar dengan ujian ini. (cakap kat orang tiba2) ;p

Sementara dengan beberapa masalah lain di dunia ini, mungkin ini antara benda yang kalian patut tahu... XD

1) Sarah dapat tahu kali kedua yang Sarah ni obese! Obesity laaa mat saleh cakap. T___T okay fine. Mogok nasik 20 tahun! Okay tak maaak? *suara mak nyah*

2) Sarah sedang mengalami tekanan jiwa dengan exam yang sedang beratur! Maaaaaa, bantu anakmu iniii. Ya Tuhan, mudahkan segalanya untuk kami..amiiin :)

3) Sarah sedang bersabar dengan ujianNya dengan cintanya. Ceceeeeh! Sabar banyak-banyak. Ni pun dah masuk tahun baru. Hehe

4) Sarah sedang berusaha untuk tidak membocorkan rahsia. Hehe. Nak tahu? Sila tak payah tanya! ;p

5) Sarah sedang berusaha mendapatkan markah yang terbaik sempena sem kedua di Gombak. Hoyeaaah! Boleh boleh! Sarah boleh! Awab pun boleh eh? Hehe. (tiba-tiba nak bagi terang benderang kat sini) ;p

6) Sarah sedang menahan rindu untuk balik ke kampung halaman. Kelate laaa mano lagii. rindu budak temok! nak cubit pipi kao, dik.heee XD

7) Masalah jerawat yang membiak dengan ligat di muka. (gross!hahahahaha)

8) Sarah akan berlakon buat kali ketiga di atas pentas. (walaupun watak hanya seciput cuma berbanding Kiko, Rabab, Miza, etc, tapi still kena ada confidence atas pentas. Selepas berlakon untuk AGM Steadfast hari tu, saya still sedang mengasah bakat menjadi pelakon tidak bertauliah. Heeee )

9) Saya telah skip study circle untuk kali pertama! (ooo sekarang dah berani ehhh? ) =.=

10) Sarah telah berjaya untuk hanya focus kepada buku dan tidak lagi mengutamakan Facebook

dalam hiduuup.. dunia sahaja niii.... ;p

saje nak letak gambar orang kurus. ;p
terima kasih, google!
exam mass comm masuk psl blog, fb semua tau! :D

P.s: Tadi Damia cakap, “ Kak Sarah kenapa sekarang macam bahagiaaaa je kat facebook?” :D

Hahaha. Tak de pape lah dik! Saje nak happy pun salah. Haihhh. Nangis kang jadi cerita lain lakkk. Hehe~

What about happiness in life?

2011-01-16T08:42:00.000-08:00

i'd make it memorable then :)

Put this on ur neck and be happy always :)

add on the elements here for ur happiness :)

true true :)

in facing a lot of problems, remember this;

rainbow will come after rain :)

and, in a society, we need to know this;

:')

Homesick. Rumah sakit.

2011-01-16T01:00:00.000-08:00

I've been doing all of my homework just now, after realized that I have a lot of assignments on Q.hehe

On other Q is my mid-terms that gonna kill me. yeah! T__T

18th of Jan: Islamic Ethics

22nd of Jan: Drama

26th of Jan: Science of Quran

27th of Jan: Phonetics

On 29th of Jan, I'll be presenting for Study Circle or we know as 'usrah' generally. :)

Anyone has the same fate as me? wuwuwuuuu~

After considering all the tasks that have been mentioned,

I realized that I miss my mom.

My father.

My siblings.

My friends.

him.

p.s: I feel so much cruel for you. But the way you treat me back was too kind.

I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH. xoxo

p.s 2: 29th is the day that I'll be seeing all of my lovely family members!

Buat-buat muka cool. Padahal homesick. Cissssss -.-''

It's not about the distance, it's about how you value time and effort.

2011-01-15T07:16:00.000-08:00

We've been away literally. Dear Allah, never separate us for real.

Never.

It's cute though XD

when one party is awake and the other party is not,
''it's'' getting dull. make it bright back, plis. T_T

seriously, beautiful :)

and,,,

=.=''

Gee. Im dating Wikipedia too. its online bebeh! :D

Love,

Sarah.

p.s: Theatre workshop was damn tired, but it's seriously fun!

I love you, BENL! Heeee XD

Love and stuff :)

2011-01-12T17:12:00.000-08:00

Oh God. What was I thinking?

*plays 'Im yours' on my pink MP3* hehe.

It says;

even though scissors cut out some love, the left are still there.
and of course it exceeds and spilled out.banyak sangat kan :)

*giggles*

woha ayat dia!

and the one that i loooooooove the most is this!

all the elements must be added, so that the love works out :p
*falsampah gile aku cakap. wakaka*

p.s: saje aku gatal-gatal nak post benda comel macam ni. ade orang jeles eh? hahahaha.

okay, itu sahaja menyampaikan kegataian aku. haha. babai. assalamualaikum. :)

. An old happy father :)

2011-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

Seriously, this is serious that I miss him. Like a lot. Seriously. T__T
Please listen to this song on YouTube. I know we have heart :')
This is Lina's fault to make me listen to this song. ;p
And of course, I want you to listen to this song. Now! (see how desperate I am?) ;p
Now, there you go, Yeusuf Islam :) (I love your Islam name though) :)

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.
(Son-- Away Away Away, I know I have to
Make this decision alone - no)
Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them They know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(Father-- Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and
make this decision alone?)

forgive me, dad.

If you dont feel sad, you dont need to have heart :)
The son is leaving his father. :'(

Dad, forgive me with all my mistakes. I know this cruel daughter hurt u so much. but deeply in my heart, I do love you. Forgive me when I was down. Forgive me when I did not reply your smile as the most precious gift, and please forgive me the time people turn you down because of me, because of your children. I am just worried if I might hurt you before Allah get you back. Dad, I'll always keep you in my prayer. Never ever lose you. I love you. xoxo

[homesickkk] T___T

p.s: Thank you so much Yusuf Islam. I love your new name. I love how you are zero , now turn to hero. Thanks :)

an old father carrying a young son. :)